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Sunday, June 27, 2010; ( 8:35 PM )
Bye June Holidays, HELLO TERM 3
HELLO PRELIMS
PRE-HELLO TO A LVLS.
Faith
I dunno whether to be happy or sad or worried or anxious about school reopening tomorrow and about the whole june holidays as a whole.
Every June holiday seems very fruitful to me, be it getting closer to some friends, learning more about what's going on around and us and appreciating every single day and letting it pass by with no regrets.
I guess the best part of june holidays was when 2s16 people came over to my house to wii, the chalet was another awesome part & getting to see m.a.y was also heartwarming.
Jokes and sharing things about ourselves keeps us closer together even though we may not see each other for a longgg time.
The only thing i kept forgetting to do, was to meet up with my ex classmates, shooting gathering and 1s18 gathering. Oh well, there's always something after A lvls. And i have a feeling it's ganna be awesome much fun after A's :D.
I'm so looking forward to it.
I've packed my table & made some plans on how to go about this whole term before Prelims come and trust me, i'm so not ganna repeat what happened for mid years for prelims. So yeap, here i come.
But before that, i think i should like totally re-upload songs into my handphone. Music really keeps you going when everything stops.
The sound of mahjong opposite my blog, holy shit. I miss mahjong-ing. Ah crap.
Goodluck to all those having their mid years tomorroww! :D
Byeeee
Saturday, June 26, 2010; ( 7:42 PM )
I need to get my life, back on track. Immediately.
Thursday, June 24, 2010; ( 10:58 PM )
IM BACK FROM THE OMG-WTF-BBQ CHALET.
OMG-WTF-BBQ CHALET.
YES.
OMG-WTF-BBQ CHALET.
I think these 3 words are the best words to sum up the chalet. 17 turning up for the barbeque was already more than expected and i think bbq was one of the best that i ever had. Even though i told boon i did not want to cook at all, still helped out in the end, it feels weird to sit there and everybody's doing something, so yeap :D.
I think the laughter that night was awesome much. I wasn't expecting that, at all.
After Miss khiew left, circle of death with 3 packs of cards in total then played poker for awhile before we started mahjong-ing all the way until like 3.30am when sharan's friend came to ask us to not make so much noise. Damn it.
Mac breakfast, talk about all the random stuff on Earth, then cab home to bath and sleep for awhile before going back later.
That sums up the BBQ part of the chalet.
When i reached the second day, max and boon learnt how to play mahjong already. When arnold came, banana taught him how to play mahjong. Wai hoong came, leonard taught him. Like wah, everybody ended up knowing how to play in the end. Awesome much.
We spent, 60bucks at the arcade. Amazing, we still left 20+dollars inside i think before rushing down to get our bicycles.
Midnight cycling was tiring.
It feels as if my ass was being split apart, screwdrivers being screwed into both of my hands and something heavy is sitting on my lap. Damn it's aching. But for the amount of fun i had, that ache is nothing.
One end of pasir ris park to the other, then to bedok reservior and back. We rode like, 20km like that alr.
4 AM 4 TAI MAHJONG.
Wah, this was epic. It felt that the 4tai was the longest game ever and surprisingly there wasn't any game over at all. But seriously, forming the tai's and everything, when you look at the other 3 players have at least 2 tai and u have none. I felt so screwed that time. Mahjong till about 7+ then packed up and WANTED to return the bikes.
Reached there, the shop opened at 1030am. Like wah, we were that at 0830.
Went to cycle around, then somehow or rather ended up sitting by the breakwaters with banana gayshit hp and aaron. Jac came later. I can still remember what we share this morning. Amazing, and why couldn't i do that for my studies. Gahhh.
& that made me realize, we all have unique lives of our own. I really like listening to other people's stories. There's always something to learn from each other, always. Dun ever freaking reject that absolute word.
After we returned, we did something seriously crazy that normal people wun do. We went to have lunch then went arcade to finish up the 20+ dollars. Like WTF ?! Ton for almost 24hours including night cycling and mahjong etc etc, then go play arcade. When we close our eyes for like 5seconds, we can just go to sleep alr. That's how tired we were alright.
That sums it up and in the future when i re-read my posts, this will definitely be one of those that bring back LOTS of memories.
Night cycling is fun. I like it, because i can somehow sort the thoughts in my mind when i cycle at night. Probably because it had to be the wind blowing directly at me in my face when i ride. The wind, the waves, the sky, it can really clear all the worries that i have and focus on the thoughts in my mind.
I've thought through alot this early early morning. After listening to some stories being shared during the bbq session, i ought to take life a little bit more seriously. If tomorrow was the day that (touch wood) you leave this world, what will your biggest regret be. I bet all of us have many unfinished things and things we are still hoping that will happen. But what's worst, is when mutually we know what it is, but never bothered to say and thus, a lifelong regret.
It's funny how simple words like appreciation & thinking before talking slip pass my mind even though i make the conscious effort to exhibit it. I guess the word fun overpowers these simple things we should remember. Fun is a dangerous word, but without fun, omg, i dunno how i will ever continue living.
My body clock is screwed. My eyes are droopy but my brain's wide awake. Poor coordination. Toooot.
It's like deejavu
Byee ;D
Monday, June 21, 2010; ( 10:32 PM )
Hmm, i typed www.blogger.com unknowingly in my url just now.
And for no reason i typed in my email and password.
Then i clicked on New Post.
I looked at the screen for awhile and i was thinking, wtf should i blog about?!
Tomorrow's chalet. Following day is chalet, and the next is sleep at home day.
Friday --> Go school study. Yeap i think i should. School is superr cooling, especially outside the HOD rooms with all the ceiling fans. Hahahaha.
Tired, tired, tired.
Pause and learn to observe. The world will present itself to you in a different way. It's all a matter of perspective.
Someone taught me this before, and i think it's worth sharing. You'll notice things which you can't in the past and it's really amazing. From the corner of the eye to something moving.
Bye
Friday, June 18, 2010; ( 10:52 PM )
Hi Humans! A quite-long-post-ahead.
Read it if you're a freaking stalker. Hahaha.
It's been a long time since i last blogged. I've always been telling myself that, i'll update today, i'll update today, i'll update today. But i never did. Probably because i too tired to do so already. This whole week was simply, Awesome & Enriching.
I stayed home on Sunday. Did not feel like going out, super tired. I never like to go out on Sundays unless it's really necessary. To me, sunday is a time to sit down and do some reflection and just do whatever i feel like doing. It's like a mental rest to me.
Monday, went to school to study. Seriously mann, its kinda irritating when someone keeps asking youquestions for the whole 1-2 hours. I needa do my work, i came to school not to answer 'most' of your questions, but some of your questions. Come on, get the hints in my sms sometimes. Luckily hp was there to help me also, if not i think i'll seriously die. Anyway, long john was awesome that day, i couldn't finish it for some reason or another, so yeap, i gave it to the,
La Ji Sao. HAHAHAHA.
Left school rather early the other day cause we were apparently starving. Ajisen was awesome and i finally got my 1TB hardisc! Wooohooooo, awesome much. Lazy to transfer my files over yet, kinda scared that my 1TB fails like the one before. Bye simpletech -.-.
Finish off Chemical Periodicity and played awhile, read a book before i slept.
Let me introduce you to this... small kid here, is freaking funny to the max. You've got a heck of a younger brother andy. LOL.
Tuesday, yanheng's birthday lunch. Okay lor, i spent like a huge sum of my money on his birthday already and i'm feeling the pinch now. I think it hit about 60+ if i'm not wrong. Better be freaking grateful i tell you, stupid ingrate. Hahahaha, anw it was fun while it lasted. Steamboat was great though the sauces were not what i was expecting. The one i had the other day was much better. Gahhh, headed over to andy's house to mahjong. I won 7 games in a row. Omg, freaking lucky or what? No tai, ping hu also can win. Wheeee. Home for dinner, did group 2. Play, readbook, sleep.
Wednesday, i went to cut my hair. My hair looks extremely disgusting / horrible now. It's like the worst haircut i ever, my fringe is like chopped into half. My sideburns is like wtf!? And the scar on my head can be seen, which is amazing, cause i thought it was covered at first until the lady asked me about why no hair growing there. I'm so ganna wash my hair every time i go and cut it, it feeelllssss soooo damnnnn good. Like, seriously. Worth my time going over.
The person who helped me wash my hair was like 20 years old only. But she look kinda matured. At the age of 17 got to stop studying to come out to work. Makes me think, i've a good education, why am i not making proper use of it. Gahh, this kind of thoughts only motivate me for awhile. I tend to, well, honestly, take these kind of things for granted. (i know i shouldn't be doing so), but don't you sometimes do to?
Finish group 7. Play, readbook, sleep.
I remember complaining to Mary about how freaking scared i was of needles because of blood tests. I think i ranted the whole afternoon / night. Okay, firstly, sorry. Secondly, thank you. LOL.
Andddddd! WTF @ Orchard Road. LOL!
Thursday, i've finally experienced what it feels like to be squeezing in the train during peak hours in the mornings. It's not a nice one, it's freaking unpleasant, especially when there's this lady infront of me holding her handkerchief to her mouth/nose. Omg, i could smell the overwhelming smell coming from the handker. Wtf manzxz. Wtf. The thought of having blood test later just intensifies the agony i felt during that time. SERIOUS.
Medical checkup was okay. BLOODTESTS SUCKS I TELL YOU. DAMN. But i'm lucky, cause he only poke 1 time for me. Wheeee, IQ test took 2 hours. How do they want us to finish so many sequence questions, something like spot the pattern kinda thing within 20mins!? And it's so damn hard. I think i only finished 12, including some i just wrote a number. O.m.g.
Cabbed home and slept play eat do CSQ corrections. Done.
Today, am suppose to go sentosa, but decided not to. Supposed to then, go school to study with IW, but then it was raining, so yeap, no need to say luh. Stay home and sleep. Rain = sleep. Like obviously?! Dun expect me to sleep when the temperature was like 1 month ago. Finished Macro CSQ corrections, did a GP paper. And i'm done. I've got this bad habit of finishing part of the paper and then go lie down on my bed or walk around at home. Like, after Summary, lie down. Then do AQ. Gahh, not a good thing. Everytime i lie on my bed, i dun feel like getting up -.-.
Right, i'm done. Tuesday was the best manzxz. Like really, never felt so alive before during this whole week. Thanks for the gathering. It was really really fun! :D. Happy 16th birthday to Heng once again :D
Looking at the picture sigit just uploaded really brings back memories from shooting. Like really, xiongdi was telling me just now, i look different in that photo, like one small boy like that. By the way, screw you. LOL. But seriously, shooting is a great cca, great sport, whatsoever. I still dunno whether i should organize a gathering, oh well. See how it goes.
I've got things to say, but i dunno how to put it in words, neither do i know what i want to say, but i know somewhere in my brain, it's there. Oh man. & damn, they took down Radio by karl wolf on youtube. Shitzxz
The bus
We can wait for them to pass as though they were waiting for the bus. We can wait with frustration, anger, or feelings of victimhood, but that won't make the bus come any faster. We could wait with patience and relaxation, but that wouldn't make the bus come faster either! Like all buses, it comes when it comes. We jut have to faith thats it's coming.
Byee ;D
Saturday, June 12, 2010; ( 8:52 PM )
Give Kindness a Chance
Sometimes situation call for us to act strong and be brave even when we don't feel that way. But those are few and far between. More often, the payoff is better if you don't pretend you feel strong when you feel weak or pretend that you are brave when you feel scared. The world will be a much better place if everybody wore flashers that said " I have a problem & i'm doing the best i can"
I'm never ever going to the toilet during econs lecture anymore. It was extremely painful to hold your bladder while waiting to go to the toilet. It was a terrible yet screwed up kind of fun experience. Hahaha.
Awesome much. Photographer - Jia qi.
ANYWAY, yesterday night was just insanely crazy and the pictures ( thanks to chim ) was supeerrrrrr hilarious. I think we just made a lot of GOOD noise. :D Thanks for treat! That's what friends are for. HAHA. It was really fun, thanks! :D
Quote of the day from Iw
"Gotta Get Get" LOL. HAHAHAHHA
NUSIS today was kinda bad for me. But i'm just glad that i shoot. It wasn't that fun as i expected it to be, but the safra shirt was kinda nice, and most of us bought it.
I cannot wait to wear it after it has been washed.
Never like to wear new shirts that are not washed. It feels so sticky and dirty to me.
Anw, i've been read this book called 'Letters to Sam'.
It's super awesome powerpack nice & i think it's somewhat better than mitch albom's books. Really cover lots of things that we forget in life, this we thought we know and life lessons. I guess June holidays 2010 isn't that bad with that book around.
Dinner today was best. We went to some steamboat buffet along the stretch of idk what is it called road. It was average at first, but when the sauces came for the food, it turned into wayyyyyyyyyyyy above average, cause it's wayyyyyyyyyy awesome! I think that's the first time i ate so much in a Chinese Steamboat Buffet. And i really mean, china chinese food.
Random thought from fellow teo the other day, and just nice i was thinking about the same thing.
"Why should we worry about the lives of other people, when they themselves don't even care". I mean look at it, you can worry about them, but they can still be having and stuff. Now doesn't that make you look like a fool?
Yet, oftentimes, we still keep on worrying about them even though we know that the other party may not reciprocate. It's just natural to us an it gets really frustrating when we keep worrying. So yeap, conclusion made the other day.
Instincts.
Byeee
Thursday, June 10, 2010; ( 9:29 PM )
Perfection
Your different-ness and my different-ness are just facts. Sometimes what we do with our minds turns those facts into pain, and sometimes we can just treat them as facts, acknowledging them but not feeling them. but the more you feel your different-ness, the more lonely you will feel.
Training today was simply painful in many ways. My hand was aching from clay shooting ytd & not enough stamina to finish shooting like even 30 shots in a row. Shots were all off from the target. Mann, i hate training, especially when it's after a long break.
Byee
Shooting IS fun, but training isn't. Especially when NUSIS is like 3 days away. Well, shoot for fun :D
Getting back econs paper tomorrow. Please let me pass, i really studied for it. I dun want to do exceptionally well, afterall, my mid years are just all passes. And my chem got a D, freaking happy i am now :D
Byee
Wednesday, June 9, 2010; ( 7:38 PM )
CLAY SHOOTING TARGET WAS AWESOME / FUN / ALL THE NICE WORDS U CAN FIND IN THE DICTIONARY.
But it was kinda painful though. I think i'm ganna have a blue black on my arm tomorrow already. How to go training like that?! Damn it.
Went to eat at suki sushi just now. I think i should just stop eating and start running or training. Yesterday i had this awesome lunch at albert court and my stomach was kinda pain up to now, followed by an earthquake at swensens and then fries from there too. Today, had suki sushi & a sumptious dinner at night. This friday = good food again. Walao eh, i wanna stop eating. WE MUST GO ON BUDGET SOON OK.
I bought a book, "letters to Sam''. I figured i should read a book during the weekends, seems quite long that i read one. So yeap, i hope it's ganna be nice. :D
Sian, friday is cancelled. But nevertheless, we're ganna meet big flirt. He still owes us a treat and i'm still waiting for it. He owes us alot by the way, cause he's forever not free during holidays last year. HAHAHA. Omg, awesome friend right? :D
I wonder which new restaurant we should try now. Hahaha.
By the way, a few thanks and words to some people. I always wanted to do post this, but i always forget. So yeap, here goes,
1) Thank you Desiree cheena powerpack Duo for listening to me the other day. Really appreiciate your time eh, soon-to-be top arts student!
2) Thank you BoonShit Horny Partner for letting me guai lan him when i'm feeling down and giving me 'templates' on you know what!
3) Thank you Emily, Eileen, BoonShit for the very fun and enjoyable time yesterday!
4) Take lots of care Mary Chia Hui Yi! Score well for mid years!
5) Hope ya feeling much better and do remember to think about what we said Aaron!
6) Jacinthe for taking the bus with me home everyday.
7) Nina and people for irritating me everyday. Well, THANKS!? Hahaha.
6) It was fun catching up with Emily, we should do this once in a while!
7) & Eileen for making my life in class a not so boring one!
7) Much thanks to my 2 brothers - Andy & Heng, and mavis, because u 2 make me feel i'm still part of your life!
8) Gayshit and the rest of 2s16, for making every break and going 'home' an enjoyable one!
9) Shooting team 09 / 10 for making my msn convo every night a freaking funny one every night!
10) Victor, this is especially for you, I MISS YOU. LOL, no WE!
Byee!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010; ( 8:09 PM )
Just a little bit more
Today seems like i was in a freezer. Everywhere i go, i felt cold. This is, so not helping the flu i'm having now.
Anyway, today was awesome. Tried a cafe at albert court.
The ordering was kinda special, food was awesome too.
But here's the catch,
4 of us who went to eat, 4 of us shit-ed after that.
Eileen - Emily - Shannon - BoonHan.
Cannot help right. Try mixing Milo + Oreo + ___ and drink it all down. Half the cup and our stomachs were aching already.
Food was fantastic and generous though.
Company was simply awesome. REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF :D
Tomorrow got clay target shooting, can't it be any earlier than 7.30. It's so painful to wake up so early. How i wish it was morning. Alright, before i go,
Bye ;D
Friday, June 4, 2010; ( 3:36 PM )
Okay, i failed physics. Got an S. That really sucked, but i expected it, so it wasn't much of a shock in anyway.
It sucks to lose marks cause of carelessness & it's really stupid to lose that few marks especially in JC2. God, this mid year is seriously damn screwed up. Damn it.
I should go pack my books now and start getting ready to sit down and study for the holidays. No joke, this is so not ganna happen during prelims.
No more studying for the paper when it's just 1 day before and scrapping through it. Not ganna happen.
I dun like it when there are so many thoughts in my mind and i cannot sort them out, cause when i'm trying to sort out one, the other just intertwines with the former. It takes a toll out of mind. But this ain't the worst.
It's worst when i cannot come up with any ways/solutions to go around solving the problem. Well, i thought i could come up with one, but when it come to matters of the heart, things closer to me. It's a different story. Put those books aside, put planning and organizing things aside. When it comes to family, friends, subjects which i hold closer to me, i just cannot seem to do what i can do.
So many restrictions, so much uncertainty. Too little success. Is it then worth it to try? It then goes back to a basics, confidence. Yet, it can only bring me so far. Cause change is the only constant, and it's hard to adapt to change, when changes dun seem to benefit me, msb probably.
Tell me what i should do. I seriously need to improve the way i talk to friends and stuff. It feels weird when i get all tongue tied.
Shall go sleep, this whole week was super tiring, especially today. Next monday = 3 lectures = crazy. What the heck.
Byee
Thursday, June 3, 2010; ( 5:02 PM )
Not exactly happy over my maths results.
Just hope i get a D overall.
Fml, this sucks.
Bye
Wednesday, June 2, 2010; ( 5:47 PM )
I got a D for GP. That's one paper down, 4 more papers to go & pass. Hopefully i make it up for both of those papers.
Kinda happy for my comprehension, especially summary. Those consultations every tiring morning on a Saturday really work wonders. AQ is now a perma 3 for me. Like, it can never go up. Dosen't EX give marks too!?
Making alot of plans for June holidays. Kinda finshed already. The rest of the days = study before school reopens.
Shall go do probability now. Have i mentioned, lectures these days were awesome boring. ESPECIALLY CHEMISTRY.
Bye ;D