What goess around, comes around

Sunday, March 28, 2010; ( 1:26 AM )

I like my life, the way it is now & there are many reasons to it. So if you are currently thinking whether it's you, then yes it you. :D

I got the feeling to blog since this afternoon when i woke up. Did not want to go school today to study because the weather was a kickass hot like crap! It's telling me, no! Dun go to school. So yea, din went to school in the end.

Well, i got alot of thoughts in my mind these few days.

Friday was awesome. Simply awesome.

Had shooting, i think i did a very nice training on that day. Everything just seem to fall in place whenever i raise the fun to take a shot. It wasn't on the 9's or 10's but the grouping was much better than it was before.

And down here, shoutout

ALISA, 69 POINTER FOREVER LAH! HAHAHA

The game captain ask us to play was awesome.

Dark horse all the way track! :D

I realize, everytime got some stressful situation, i'll be the super unlucky one to be there dealing with that. And it's a coincidence kind of thing, not something that i planned for it to happen.

But it's fun. I like unpredictable things to happen :D

Performance night was also fantastic. Even though some parts were kinda boring, but it was really nice! Band played really well and i think they are all satisfied with themselves too!

Had dinner with bro fellow teo and 69 pointer at kfc. Saw iw there and it was crazy. She saw me from afar, and screamed like nobody's business. We could even hear her lah. Mad to the max. Poor hp had to stand there and get scolded by the ahma. Serves him right anw, fuckfaces have slow processor speeds. LOL!

I read this book on saving the Earth. If everybody was to become a vegetarian, 20 billion animals will be saved and the effects of saving earth will be felt in 60 days. I wonder how true can this get.

I went back home that night, alone. I thought of shooting & suddenly, i felt really really sentimental. I think when we step down during elections, we are all changed people. Shooting, taught me alot of things, it taught me to be more focus, that things dun always seem the way it is.

The people in shooting taught me even more. One of the best things that can ever happen to me in srjc, is knowing them.

From total strangers to friends that joke and laugh together. Every single one of them in shooting is awesome. They have a personality that really brightens up my day. Yaa know, i look forward to every training, partly because i can shoot and most importantly, because of the people there. They have this magic thing that can make me smile no matter how badly things can get outside shooting.

And i really APPRECIATE that!

Cca's made a HUGE impact in my life.

Media changed me. Shooting showed me the direction i should go.

I would never be what i am without shooting.

I miss shooting camp. When we get so high & crazy and screaming like nobody's business. Be it scaring people during night walk, playing stress with fellow teo, throwing water bombs at the jc1's and them throwing at me. Xiong di, for being the first one to throw water at me. Captain for throwing pails of waters down with me. Alisa for all the help in the food. Brother, for helping me when i really need help. And more, the list can go on, but it gotta stop.

Sentimental or whatever. Probably so, maybe cause we're ganna step down in 3 weeks. That's why i suddenly feel for shooting.
Nah, maybe i've felt for shooting long ago. But it starts to surface because we're about to leave it.

Isn't that, afterall, what they mean when they say

Cherish, only when it's gone?

I'm getting along with my class better. Time really help. Thanks for all those who was there. :D

I came to understand things i did not understood last time. Iw somehow showed me, what friends really mean. Bimbo showed me, how friends need each other.

I wish i could put down in words, what my mind is thinking about now. But i cannot find the words suddenly.

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Wednesday, March 24, 2010; ( 8:23 PM )

It feels like ages since i blogged when i only did it like 3 days ago.

I've gotten back all my results for the common test and i'm not too satisfied with it. The only thing i was satisfied was, for my econs and general paper.

Thanks huiyi :D

Gp cause i was definitely able to pick out all the points for the summary and i finally know how to write a proper aq. I got an s for comprehension, something that is uncommon for me.

Econs, despite getting way below my expectations of a B. I'm still happy overall. Why?

I got a C for the 1st macroeconomics paper that i did! I told Eileen that we are going to do the other question. Meaning if market failure (which is kinda boring in a way) comes out, we'll do the other one & this time round happens to be an ADAS question and Keneysian. Though i totally din expect keneys theory to come out. I'm glad i could do the keneysian one despite not learning that of bop and inflation, thus, unable to score above 8. But i'm glad. Another essay to refer to when revising.

Maths, physics and chemistry was disappointing. Just, disappointing. I could have done way better. I've been rather moodless because of this. Damn it.

I kinda dun have anybody to blame. The amount of effort i put in is not sufficient to get that C B or A. It's more of a like, effort just to pass the paper only. I mean, who in the world will go to a bbq party and have supper till 1am and the next day celebrate a friends birthday till 11+, when next day is common test.

Though i dun regret going out, cause it's freaking fun

Fun outweighs everything in my life. LOL

My target for mid years, straight D's. That will be 50 points, + a maximum of 10 points. Not + , -. Stupid bimbo cursing me today. Grr.

Tomorrow's sr olympics shooting and other events. I predict my bag will be damn heavy tomorrow. It's Boon Han's birthday too! Tou Pok + Birthday song. Owned. HAHAHA.

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Sunday, March 21, 2010; ( 7:25 PM )

I think i enjoyed these 4 days the best.

Thursday all the way to Sunday. They make my March holidays so much more wonderful. Though i know that there is ALOT of homework infront of me which i haven even touch yet, it feels worthwhile, cause the benefits of these 4 days far outweighs the cost of these 4 days.

No market failure. HAHAHA.

Thursday - Marriage of BoonHan & JunZhe.

I forgot who ask me to type this when i blog. I think it was sarah? Ain't very sure. Before going over junzhe's house, went for training. It's either i'm super tired or something lah, din really shot very well.

Went over to jz's house, mahjong for awhile then played asshole taiti. But it wasn't as hiong as chinese new year. Probably cause the feel wasn't there.

I told jz that it was boonhan's birthday and we celebrating it for him at his house.

I told boonhan it was jz birthday and we celebrating for him at his house.

When jac brought in the cake, you should see their reaction. LOL. I think fb has it.

We made a mess of jz house with the foam and cans, but it was fun & we helped in the clean up.

Ate the cake, and duh, obviously played with the cake. We officially facial-ize boonhan's leg and face, jz has his face smashed also. But wasn't that bad. Aint' we so nice. :D.

Thought they just needed to wash their faces and hands and legs after that ;D

Shall not talk about what they did to me. Damn it. Hahaha

Went down after that, cab home. Tou pok-ed boonhan and jz. Then again, fb got video. Super awesome max.

Thanks Nina for getting the cake & Aaron for getting the party poopers!

Thanks Junzhe for lending us his place to celebrate both their birthdays! :D

Friday - Sunday - Shooting camp 2010

If i were to sum up this camp in just a few words. I think the word will be.

Fantastic

Despite some problems here and there, it is those problems that makes the camp so fun & that we will remember it when we leaving the team.

Friday, jc1's played games all the way and jc2's had their fortnight shoot.

I FINALLY HIT 500+ AFTER SO MANY SHOOTS. I may not mean much to you all, but it certainly does to me. Cause in the p rally, one of my goals was to hit 500 in the last fortnight and i actually made it. Thinking back about it, i still cannot forget the feeling i had when fellow teo told me i got a 91 for the first series.

BBQ was all the more awesome. 5 portable pits to bbq. Took only a mere 2 hours to finish 300 dollars worth of food. Cleaning was a pain. Dun remind me about it.

Jc2's played captains ball after bbq. I think it was the best out of the whole day. We were practically screaming and shouting throughout the whole 1 hours we played. Midnight somemore, so we cannot see the ball, adds to the fun. :D

Thank choir for all the food! We managed to finish... some. Hahahaha

Talk with fellow teo failed on both days. Damn

Saturday - Jc1's training, Jc2's mugging.

Nothing much to say from 8am - 4pm. Saw the bitches in school and talked to them for awhile before going back to play cards.

Water games was awesome. Everybody was wet. And i mean literally wet. From top to toe. We spam water like nobody's business. It started with throwing water in pails as the surprise. An impromptu decision and it worked. We did it twice, though the second was kinda unsuccessful. Waterbombs were kinda limited. I think we are all sadist, enjoy see-ing people being thrown and getting wet. Hahaha. Break for dinner.

Then had Night Walk. I think, it definitely went well. The jc1's were spooked out and we had fun scaring them also. This was the highlight of the whole camp and i think it went really well. Really really well. :D

Walk till 12+ before bathing. Seniors slept at 3+, though some at 4+. It was a nice sleep. First time i slept till 8+ in my sleeping bag without opening my eyes.

Sunday

They watched movie, we had a mass debrief, breakfast was great thanks to seniors who came back, phototaking was memorable. It felt kinda sad that camp was over too, that kind of "Eh, camp's over. It was very fun while it lasted, back to reality, back to lectures & tutorials."

I shall go do my work before it's too late.

That practically sums up my whole 4 days. It was a unique experience for me & i guess it will be for all those who were actively involved in the planning. The painstaking need to do up the proposal, brainstorming for games and making the nightwalk scary and stuff. It took everyone & everyone did a great job at it.

I just want to tell all the jc2's, thanks for all the help that you all did. Be it one way or another. Be it sometimes we dun like to do it but we dun have a choice.

It was really heartwarming to see (Guo/Jia) Hao & his team doing the nightwalk from 7pm - 11pm. They were non-stop calling each other, running over the whole route to ensure everything was fine. Nightwalk will never be the same without them. :D

I really appreciate what Alisa & Martin did for the food crisis during the 2nd day before the nightwalk. It was really very hard to think of a solution but i think they did it after much consideration. it was nice to see them going all out to make sure that everyone gets their food and no one is left a hungry person.

Not forgetting all those who contributed in one way or another to ensure the camp went smoothly without much problems. The little things you did could most probably save us from a great deal of trouble unknowingly :D

I'm ganna miss the camp alot. We had fun together, not as individuals but as a team.

Shooting Team 2009 - Shoot for legacy. :D

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Thursday, March 18, 2010; ( 12:25 AM )

To start things off

The message that buddy sent me yesterday was really very heartwarming. Hey, i appreciate it alot. :D.

It's random but it came at the correct time. Hahaha

Anyway! I think i can clock at least 13 hours pool this whole week already. Or was it 10, i forgot. But yeaa, never in my whole life did i play for so long in just less than 5 days. Learnt alot, lots of stupid things.

5-1 hp, eat that shit manzxzxz. HAHAHA.

Tomorrow's party at jz house followed by camp the following day.

God, you have no idea how i'm so looking forward to the next few days.

Homework, stay away, i'll probably come to you soon. ;D

Just a big shoutout to DESIREE!

Thanks alot. You dunno how much i appreciate those ears of your's today. Despite knowing you for just a short while. You're awesome ;D

Byeee ;D

Live ;D

Tuesday, March 16, 2010; ( 8:06 PM )

Physics was very depressing today.

I'm over it.

I shall enjoy myself throughly this whole week before i start mugging & this time i really mean mug! After feeling what i felt for common test, no way am i ganna let the feeling come back to me.

Again.

Met up with victor and emily today! Together with Eileen. It's been a long time since we met up, together as the 4 B's. Really enjoyed despite not being able to have htht talks at vivo rooftop. Well, we can always do that some other day. I mean it.

Ben and jerry was cool, white dog was BEST.

I mean look, the 13 bucks was definitely worth it. The cream of chicken was the best i ever tasted. You can check my tastebuds if you don't believe. ;D

Well, i'm kinda looking forward to camp on friday. Cannot wait for bbq + nightwalk that's happening. Awesome much. Friday please come. Next monday, please go.

Alright, shall stop.

Time to watch some moviesss.

I've got some very songs. Shall put them in my phone soon. ;D

Why dose it feel nothing has changed. Screw changes.

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Monday, March 15, 2010; ( 6:10 PM )

Rally today was fun although it was kinda boring and tiring at the beginning.

Probably due to a heavy lunch or something.

Nothing much to say, gotta go finish up chemistry

Alot has yet to be done. Dam it

I'm still not the same, ever since

Byeee

Live ;D

; ( 12:12 AM )

Recurrence

Sunday is over. Tomorrow's the start of reality.

The rain was kind of a bitch today. Had to take the long way down to kovan to play pool. It was so much better than yesterday. Yesterday was really painful. Totally off-form. Could not even hit a single easy ball in.

So March holidays are around the corner, like starting from tomorrow. Gahhh, i should make full use of the holidays and do something meaningful.

But knowing myself, i'll probably procrastinate and do nothing in the end. That's what always happens to me.

I should make a list of my bad habits, and slowly strike it off one, by one.

I was walking from the interchange to the Mrt station today. I saw a total of 6 familiar faces in that time span of less than 5 mins. The world is so small.
Nope, Singapore is so so so small.

I've not finished anything for chemistry yet. I'm so ganna get it tomorrow. But then, i deserve the break these 2 days. It's worth it. Really enjoyed these 2 days without any homework. Felt like only half a day was over. Dam it.

I came to realize this recently. Playing wc3 with different groups of people brings different feelings and laughter.

It just isn't the same this time round. I miss last year. Despite only a few people, but it was, no, it is, damn fun :D

I got so many words unsaid & it really is tough to balance it all in my life. Sucks to be me. FML, Emily would say. Despite saying that unpredictable things are enjoyable, sometimes

I just wish things were crystal clear.

I'm not asking for it to have a nice ending neither am i asking for it to turn out the way i wanted.

Alot of things are on my mind lately, but i'll probably make do with them, period.

Byeee ;D

Live ;D

Saturday, March 13, 2010; ( 10:29 PM )

The image on the mirror isn't you
It's a reflection

Probably more than that,

Definitely, a reflection of your life.

Common test did not go the way exactly how i wanted it to go. Everyday was just super depressing and it gets worst as the days goes by. Being super happy on tuesday, everything suddenly start going wrong from that day onwards.

Chemistry was bad, careless mistakes.

Maths was super tough.

Physics was no better.

I never ever want to experience the feeling of having 0 content and entering the exam hall anymore.

This is something i should not be doing at this point in time.It's a harsh feeling and it sets me thinking what was i doing the previous days. What was i doing the entire term. Dreaming and playing my life away?

Shannon Teo, wake up. It's time to start mugging.

Say what you want,

but 'A' levels is top priority, period.

But here's the thing. I din really felt sad or anything after the papers. You know why! Cause when you come out, everybody will be laughing and shaking their heads. Cursing and swearing, confirm fail that kind. Then you know you'll one of them. Suddenly, it ain't that bad anymore, cause people are with you. LOL

Suki sushi was awesome. Thanks Briana for planning it. Appreciate it alot! Tongkut tongkut. Best game every played.

Next time if we eat buffet until full alr, call some fruits. Play tongkuk, loser eat. Good idea :D

I enjoyed going shooting on Friday, particularly, last training. It felt different when we all laugh together as a cca, when we all gather to witness embarrassing moments, clapping and laughing our heads off. It felt great, it feels as if everything about common test was thrown away. I cannot describe it, it's something, really different.

I'm glad, i experienced it.

I never want to forget that. Makes me feel like i was in secondary school, where every cca training, rehersal was crazy and high. Insane and loud.

Meeting went superbly successful i must say and dinner after that was great. Laughed and was super shocked.

Who in the world will freaking buy,

30 markers of different colour, 1 pen of each colour type for the 0.38 pen, spending a fortune of their money on PENS etc etc

Oh i have a friend like that. Likee, what the toot! HAHAHA.

IW was kinda being of a bitch yesterday.

Shannon : What's FML?

Emily: FML = fuck my life, but since you dunno what's fml, then fyl lor. FYL = fuck your life.

Emily: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Emily: funny to the max

Emily: HAHAHAHAHA.

Ohhhhhhhhhh, wonderful friend i have. It's really damn funny. Gosh\

2s16 dota game yesterday. Bonding ah, through games. Though was super tired. I'm still glad that part my skills remained intact, i guess i haven lost touch, yet. It's great to play a game or too with people. Can talk more and know about each other. Great :D

Pooled with the guys just now. 5 straight hours at the table, resting only 15mins. Mindfuck sia! Super super tired. Especially with only 5 hours of sleep the previous day. Nus open house was kinda cool today. The 1 hour bus ride on 74 was crap.

My ass almost cracked.

I thought about alot of things on the way home from Kovan:

1) I haven't been spending alot of time catching up with friends & i dun really like hi-bye kinda friends. I should start picking up the phone and sms them. Somehow, my life feels incomplete without them. Soooo touched right? I know.

Despite that, i really appreciate the efforts that my friends put to maintain this friendship. I'll try to do the same, but forgive me if i never contact you for a long time.

I'm just super exhausted, but hey, you're still remembered. I still miss you people sometimes ya know! :D.

2) About what meiying said. Sometimes i just find it weird that certain things happen around me as the clock ticks. Coincidence is when it's only 1 or 2 times, but i'm sure things that keep on happening which reminds me of the past isn't called coincidence ? More of a fate kinda thing. And it's happening to me this whole week. Dejavu? Probably not.

3) Respect. I really respect those cleaners who work day in night out to keep our environment clean an hygienic. Despite often being discriminated because they have an awful smell with them. I salute them. Without them, i'm sure everyday will be like a slum. I really appreciate it alot & i'll always make an effort to smile when i see aunties and uncles i know. It may be small, but a smile goes a longgggg way!

4) Just, reflecting on my life & smiling like a retard. Cause though common test suck, this week was fun. No, is still fun. There's still tomorrow and 1 more hour. Despite me not knowing what to do tomorrow. Who knows, something fun may happen ;D.

Oh, last thing

FELLOW TEO GOT A SHOCKING FETISH OF PENS.

32 POINTER A.K.A 69 POINTER GOT FETISH FOR ANIMALS.

Walaoo, why my shooting people like that. Depression. Dies. HAHAHA

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Tuesday, March 9, 2010; ( 6:11 PM )

Why can econs be stuck in my head and chemistry cant?

I feel so freaking tired now, for some weird reason or another. Maybe studying for econs yesterday was super brain draining.

Gahh, tomorrow's chemistry and i better get a B or something near there, or i'll never be able to answer to myself

I'm not looking forward to the following day.

Maths isn't something i like, period.

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Sunday, March 7, 2010; ( 10:30 PM )

Wow, it's been a week.

This week was great actually. I kinda liked it in a way.

Some highlights.

Thursday NTU shoot. Din manage to win for obvious reasons. There was national shooters and all that jazz. But it was an experience that i will never forget it. Despite us doing below our average, i think we still pulled off as a team & that's something that money can never buy.
Went back to school and study after that. Productive... in a way ;D

Friday shooting. No cca. But IT WAS FREAKING FUN to back down the range and do all sorts of stupid things. Cross targets, sitting down to shoot, playing games with the new batch of shooters & jiahao was so awesome. Another thing,

I PASS MY CHINESE.

I got a D when i'm suppose to be a B student. Kinda dissapointing but...

That will mean no more Chinese in my whole entire life. I dun need to write anymore Chinese compositions, read anymore Chinese comprehensions and understand anymore chi yu. I just need to remember how to write my name, and that's about it :D.

Jealous or what. HAHAHA.

Study after that, SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE. Dam.

Saturday. Went back to school to study for awhile before going to the poolside bbq from mavis sister. Thanks alot, really appreciate the food and the accommodation that day!

Din bring extra clothes but went into the water anyway. Played Frisbee on a tennis court setting. Loser had to go into the water. :D.

At night played...

WATER FRISBEE is damn FUN.

Thank god i brought my Frisbee along.

Put together a few crazy people + a few vulgarities here and there + a group of jokers = A fun-filled day.

Sunday. Study in the morning. Went to watch alice in the wonderland 3d at vivo with a group of 20 odd people in which i dunno who they are, though i see their faces before.

The show was not, very, nice. Not my type. Almost slept.

Pizza hut was fun. 9/10 sentences coming from lc was vulgarities. Screwed up man.

Took 80 from harbourfront after that. It's a crazy 1 hour journey.

Met ding while going home. Talk for awhile

These are people we see like once or twice in a year. Kinda cool huh. Hahaha

That's all. This whole week is common test and i'm not ready at all. I doubt i'll be able to hit my goals for this common test but i'll try, at least for my econs and my chemistry.

Optimum stress is healthy. Maintain it that way.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS

Enjoy being sweet 16. :D

Bye ;D

Live ;D

Monday, March 1, 2010; ( 8:51 PM )

To the awesome...

HUIYI!

EHHH, come on! 38 is like a wonderful mark to score compared to our batch already. Dun be so dissapointed or numb to the feeling! At least you got an A! I guess the other papers will be just as well so dun fret! Chinese o lvls and o lvls are still quite some time away, so dun get all so stressed up now. Enjoy your life while you still can! Go school with a smile and pray that this week wun be as bad like last week. Cause ya know,

"Only when the tough gets going, then you'll get stronger and better in life"

Cliche i know, but it's true!

Soooo, dun give up. Sms is free, so make good use of it. Hahaha.

I'm so nice eh, with so much work untouched, came online and posted this just for you.

TOUCH OR WHAT?

HAHAHAHA.

Bye

Live ;D