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Sunday, January 31, 2010; ( 7:38 PM )
I am happy today
Because i understand Differential Equations.
HAHAHA. Eh what, i did not even listen to the lectures on this whole topic and i still managed to understand it in a short amount of time ok! I dreaded starting the tutorial cause, obviously i din understand a single thing.
But then, :D
Never, never will i not listen to maths lectures again.
Sunday is like the best day out of the whole week. It's the most relaxing, stress-free, timeless day that i can do anything i want. Hohoho, supposed to go over to jun zhe's house but decided to skip since not many people going.
Orientation's up and going already. And it kinda suck that i'm not in ogl, cheering and screaming in the hall and stuff. Come to think of it, it really has it's pros and cons.
Well, make do with what i have, should not be complaining so much.
Ultimately, it's the Alvls that are important.
& you know what makes my orientation thing so much better?
ASSHOLE DESIREE.
HAHAHA.
15more mins to my show. I shall revise physics since there's a test this week. Next week got econs test. Gracious.
Hellooooo week 5!
Bye ;D
Saturday, January 30, 2010; ( 10:39 PM )
Camp aspire make up in the morning.
It wasn't 2 hours, it was 3 and a half hours. Very funny, lots of things going on here and there. Jokes and lots of laughter.
Learnt quite alot.
Dam i think i'm going to miss my voice soon. I got this really BAD sorethroat + the screaming from ytd with the sore throat made it even worst. And to make thigs worst, i bit my tongue and there's a freaking HUGE ulcer there. Screwed.
Back home, Eat shit sleep homework dinner homework tv.
Ohhh, i think i saw mrs chen downstairs at the coffee shop while having my dinner. But ain't really sure! Kinda regret, i should just try my luck and shout her name. Even if i recognize wrongly also nevermind, that person will just think i'm an idiot or something. Ahhh, crap crap crap.
Without her = no Shannon today.
crap crap crap.
Was watching some show on tv. Channel 8 one. I forgot what's the title called. Never had the habit of remembering the titles of the show unless it's really impactful. Though this is an exception.
It's kinda touching.
I feel lucky to be living healthily. I feel lucky that i can have all that i wanted.
Do balloons reach the sky? Cause if it does, i'll like to release some of them to my grandparents. I got some words that i want to say to them. I never got to see their faces for the last time when they were at their final moments.
I miss them dearly.
Sigh
Bye ;D
Friday, January 29, 2010; ( 11:18 PM )
Today is one of the highlights of the week.
HIGH LIGHTS.
School as per normal, went down to the range with sigit during lunch to do the finishing touches ont he sr shooting board. Mann, the location that we had this year was like very out of the way lah. Like not many people know where is shooting booth and how to sign up like that.
Yucks, disgusting.
After school, met the rest of the planning people and started setting up the booth. I admit, it was kinda boring while settling up the booth. It's like, very anti climax. Bought a burger to kill the hunger.
When the jc1's release, and fellow teo finally dropped from the sky to the ground and become human again. Hahahaha, the fun started.
I think we practically went around the whole area screaming and shouting like nobody's business. There was odac, runners, band and a whole lot of people screaming. The atmosphere was electrifying. Amazing ;D.
Caught some sengkang people walking around and drag them over to join shooting.
It's a nice feeling when you dun know them, but they know you. Simply because they say,
"I see your face in Sengkang before"
It's really very heartwarming. Makes me feel i'm still part of sengkang.
It ain't the best school, but it has the best people inside ;D
OHOHOHOHOH, and junzhe was dam cool that day. ODAC SHOOTING ODAC SHOOTING ODAC SHOOTING ODAC SHOOTING. Hahahaha. I dunno how long it has been since we last shouted.
Iw also, but when i said shooting, she said fuck you, loudly in front of the jc1's. Bad role model. Sad to the max please. HAHAHAHA.
After school, met the bimbo and bitch for dinner at Sengkang Square! Ah, they actually believed that i got a curfew at 9pm & laughed their heads off in school.
Funny, joke, gag or what? LOL.
Atmosphere wasn't right because the shops were playing chinese new year songs. We ate and had a small talk after that. No, actually it's one of the most productive talk since a long time ago.
I guess, i should spent quality time with my family.
I felt guilty after talking to them. Though bimbo felt worst and bitch was, just a bitch. HAHAHA.
I took 156 and alighted at the usual busstop i used to alight when i was still in skss. Lots of things have changed. The overhead bridge now has shelter across it, the tree was missing from the huge patch of grass. But the feelings remained the same. It felt nice. I remembered the full rainbow last year.
I stood at the overhead bridge for quite some time. I guess, reflections alone, outside, at the overhead-bridge is possible.
Pleasure of a silent night.
I
Oh, and i was supposed to post this up. Wait, copy and paste easier.
Dang, can't copy and paste. Anyway,
It's said that when you die, images of your life will flash though your mind. We all see different things, but it's easy to predict what bimbo sees.
Oh crap, i realize i cannot post. Fuck!
Gah shua, anti climax. Bang wall and die. Joke please.
Bye ;D
Thursday, January 28, 2010; ( 10:13 PM )
Hi! I shall like start posting from that day onwards, since i can still recall what i did on thursday
School was as per normal.
I think it's kinda true. Let x be my eyes on an average day
In school, x/2
During breaks, x
After school, x times 2
LIKE SERIOUSLY MAN. The shiokness of finishing school cannot be described by words. Though it means more homework and more schoolwork but! there's freedom to go anywhere and do whatever you want! How cool is that. ;D
Met some very awesome people today. VERY AWESOME.
People from the previous batch before me and andy.
Awww, brings back so many memories.
Went over to sengkang square to it. I think we are the nosiest down there already lah. We laughed, we did stupid things and ate like there's no tomorrow. I could practically feel the food in my throat i swear.
It's been like a year since i last met the previous batch.
Thanks to andy and kevin for that. Cheers! ;D
Reached home, did my gp essay and part c of organic chemistry. And that reminds me, bimbo rather go msn, cough cough cough, than to do gp essay. cough cough cough. HAHAHA.
Bye ;D
Wednesday, January 27, 2010; ( 7:56 PM )
Be my mirror my sword my shield
My missionaries on a foreign field
This is stuck in my brain after listening to viva la vida 3 times in a row. It was played on random on my handphone, so yes, it's stuck and i cannot get it off my mind.
Why can't something nicer like,
You're ganna get A for chemistry ionic eqm test or something keep appearing in my mind
Why can't something even nicer like,
Ability to remember all the words that a teacher speaks.
Anyway, today was an okay day for me. Study as per normal. I think teachers are really inspiring sometimes.
Econs maths physics gp blah blah
Ah, that reminds me that i have a gp essay that i was suppose to write tomorrow. And i haven complete my maths tutorial yet. That kinda suck, i hate it when i haven finish what i'm supposed to do and that the tutorial is freaking hard to understand.
I slept in practically all the lessons this whole week. There was never a lessons that my eyes did not want to close. That's the result for 'playing' through the weekend and studying at a minimal content.
And today the thought strikes me.
"What if i cannot catch up"
I guess i somehow understand bimbo's feelings right now. It really sucked.
On a brighter note, the jc1's are coming in tomorrow for their first day in sr! Hah, how nice will it be to see some lost sheeps wondering all around srjc. Reminds me of the first few days that we were in srjc also. Until doreen and bethany left us. THANKS AH. LOL
Brings back project work, brings back will run, thanksgiving.
An sr culture.
My life cannot be more mundane than this.
Bye ;D
Tuesday, January 26, 2010; ( 10:37 PM )
Cause no matter how busy I'll get,
I still remember you you and you.
& i'll laugh and say
Chiong ah, for a lvls.
Thanks people ;D
Bye ;D
Monday, January 25, 2010; ( 7:02 PM )
Just a normal monday with chemistry and gp as the core lessons.
Lots of work to be done, should start doing my ionic eqm stuffs.
That's physics tomorrow, which reminds me that i need to go to the locker to get my tutorial. Shucks, means i got to go school earlier.
Gym with ernest and qy today
Shall start doing my work now.
Bye ;D
Sunday, January 24, 2010; ( 9:39 PM )
Bittersweet
My legs are officially numb. It feels as if a 100kg weights just suddenly landed on both of my legs and it's hurting like mad now. The muscle cramp is super painful. Hp should understand that. He was circumcised anyway.
Climbing down the stairs kinda suck ya know. There's still pe tomorrow, or save me from this.
Met mavis to get storybook's and a file for her friend. How i wish the car really bang her and died. LOL. Anyway, you super screw up. And there you are cursing me, come on. GET A LIFE BITCH. HAHAHA.
Despite that, like what i told you the other day, sometimes, experiencing it changes the mindsets of people. No amount of talk is sufficient if his heart is still the same.
Went to jz's house to study today. I'm kinda contented. Finished my alkenes and have compiled questions to ask tomorrow already. This whole week, no more chemistry homework! There's a test though, and yess, A for it. Shoots.
You would not want to know the extent of meiying's retarded-ness today. NO, you would not want to know.
Ren ci's on television now. Feels kinda touched when i see those poor kids contracting diseases they did not want since birth. Makes me realise that i'm lucky to be healthy, have an education. Should stop complaining so much. I finally understand the meaning of,
Materialistic, pragmatic and blessed.
I'm happy, my mum finally found a job. Consumption increase, standard of living increase. It wasn't easy, but i'm glad, very glad, that she found a job. ;D. Despite me always raising my voice at her, I do know sometimes, she goes the extra mile to help me do something, pack my stuff when i'm still lying flat on the bed sleeping, shows her concern even though i find it irritating. I guess i'll miss her cooking sometimes, her nagging when i din do some stuff. Thanks mother, thank you for all that you have done for me. ;D
The ride back from hougang mall.
I saw this non-airconditonal bus and i was still contemplating whether to take it isnce 147 was behind also. But i took it in the end. Sat near the window and then, a huge gush of wind just blew through that small window.
It wasn't much, but it was satisfying. It's like you're viewing the whole world through that small window, in a bus. It's like feeling time flying pass like the wind blowing across the air. It felt great, felt relaxed, felt as if, i could do anything if i wanted to.
I was looking up at the sky for like half of the journey. The north star was there, shining as brightly as usual.
Bye ;D
Saturday, January 23, 2010; ( 9:33 PM )
Hey.
Went for some oral presentation things in the morning, studied with emily boon and ain in school after that.
Presentation went okay, and i guess they will probably remember our game as the joke to the max game. Cause imagine solving riddles on the like what? 4th day of school or something
And it's not easy. Totally not easy ;D.
New person in our game.
Studying was kinda great after that. Definite integrals officially took my brain cells away that day. Order mac, had lunch continue mugging.
At night, did alkanes and that practically caused me to be super tired after that.
Meiying suddenly appeared in my inbox. Gotta start deleting messages already. That reminds me i was supposed to post a list of retarded things she did for 2009. I'll do that soooooon ;D
Oh before i forget, i was supposed to post this.
BOON HAN WALKED AS IF HE GOT CIRCUMCISED.
(idea from ain)
He's so ganna kill me, but you know.
I dun give 2 hoots hp, yes, i dun give 2 hoots. HAHAHA
Bye ;D
Friday, January 22, 2010; ( 9:49 PM )
I din shoot very well today
I should be the one feeling sad all this while
Well, i guess i'm just kinda happy go lucky. Somehow, i know i wun make it to get the cylinder guns. it's kinda not good to think in that way. Personal commitment, take each training much more seriously.
Camp aspire make up or not?
Normal school day. Typical teenager studying everyday. Maths tutorials these days are really thought provoking. I like it, makes me step out of my comfort zone and start thinking more. Should do that more often ;D.
Econs, General paper, chemistry lecture. Nothing particular interesting about it.
Econs, General paper, chemistry lecture. Nothing particular interesting about it.
Econs, IW was hilarious.
Speaking of IW. Was on the phone just now, and was talking about the white shirt. I said the white shirt cost 7dollars. She innocently said, so cheap ar? I thought it was 15 dollars.
I said, for me 7 dollars, cause it's directly from the supplier. For you, it's 15 dollars, cause it needs to go through much alterations before you can wear it. LOL.
Conclusion, IW width is disproportionate to her length. HAHAHA. WTF.
Dinner with awesome fellow teo. She's kinda screwed up at times but nevertheless, she's an awesome person. I cannot believe i just said that.
Back to school to find s18 classmates. I spent 25mins explaining to lmy an integration question. I bet she will forever remember the 2 alphabets
dx
HAHAHA.
Uhhh, i suddenly thought of what to buy for bimbo for birthday already. A bottle of toothpicks. To keep her eyes open.
So i have toothpicks, screwdriver and thongs on my birthday list now. Condom for jz too.
Alright, i should sleep. Gotta study through the weekends. Shannon is Hardworking. Cheers!
Bye ;D
Thursday, January 21, 2010; ( 9:54 PM )
I really should not be blogging now.
I should be rushing my ionic eqm tutorial to be handed up tomorrow as well as start on the definate integrals.
FYI, i freaking dun understand a single thing about definite integrals, so i'll probably just die on tomorrow maths tutorial. But dam, it's always been like that since the start of lessons this year.
Understanding throughout the whole tutorial was like a miracle.
School was ok today, met andy mavis and yanheng after school. Hohoho, epic to the max. Andy was freaking joke. He asked the lady for, can i have a cup of chilled water.
And the waitress was like, huh, ice water isit? LOL. Who in the right mind will ask for CHILLED water?
Wtf epic, then i added in something, and me and yanheng was laughing like mad.
Really mad. HAHAHA
Mavis, sometimes, we just got to let go. Cause some things only we individual can only learn best when we ourselves experience it.
That brings me back to the ct period that i have today, when mr tan was giving this really 'trying-to-control' his temper speech. It was kinda the first time i saw him kinda flare up when talking to us. But it really make sense.
People do deserve second chances but only after they have gone through the tough and humiliating process. Because, chances are high that we will remember them better, and learn from it better when we go through something we never want to feel in our lives.
And i never want to feel the meaning of failing A lvls.
And therefore
I'll really study.
I'll really study.
I feel very blessed suddenly. Sometimes, when we feel really down, when all things goes wrong. Stop, look around, turn back. There are actually, a whole lot of people behind you, giving you support. But it's that at that moment in time, we 'forget' about them.
Time to rush my tutorials. Oh and i was at mac today getting the doremon. Cupid was sold out in just a day's sales. Like, totally amazing.
And just when Singaporeans were complaining behind the controversies of the cupid and pig.
It's indeed hard, to please everyone.
Bye ;D
Wednesday, January 20, 2010; ( 8:39 PM )
School was pretty alright yesterday and today
I like it when i understand what tutorials are actually going through.
And i hate it when i dun get a single thing the tutor is talking about. Makes me feel stupid, makes me feel kind of stressed out in a way.
I survived a 2 hour chemistry lessons today !@#$%^&*(. And understood everything about it. I feel so awesome super duber shiok now.
Next week ionic eqm test, A A A, come on, give me an A for my first lecture test unlike last year where i just luckily passed.
(This is just to stress Nina up)
I was telling jun zhe after my cca today that i super long never talk and chit chat about anything under the earth with them and some other people already. I think i should staying back in school.
Well, not only to chit chat, more of doing homework actually.
But somehow or rather, this crazy thought of sort of being able to talk more rather than staying at home is better and facilitates my studying. The temptation to sleep at home is great.
Also also, i shall make a vow to myself, i WILL not sleep early everyday already.
Well, not at 10pm at least. LOL
Cherish.
Is a word that everybody knows, acknowledges the meaning, say to do so, but to no avail.
I've met quite a lot of people in my life. Some that come and go, some that is just hello and bye bye. Some who are really great friends of mine. We know what's going on in each other's life cause we talk very often. We try to make connections of their words to what our own current situation is like.
We all have our own problems, our own burduns to carry and things we need to get it done asap. We have our ku zhong, things we cannot forget. Values that we hold dear to us. We share our problems, to ease the stiffness and stuffy-ness we feel inside. & i agree that it actually is much better after saying it out.
It's kind of a worst thing, when we know that we have very limited options to do something, and chances of it coming to reality is low. But then again,
The truth always hurts.
I realized quite a number of things from today's cca. Not shooting. Speaking of shooting. I super love shooting now. S-U-P-E-R. My shots are improving like mad because of the new guns and so many events are coming up now. ;D
So as i was saying, i was hearing about some stuff from some guy today. It's kinda better not to say anything & it really sort of reflected my when i was still young. (I'm still young now idiots). ;D
But really, it made me felt i'm actually very blessed and that i've really got the best out of two worlds already. And yet, and yet! I actually let it slip out of hand. I guess we are only reminded of stuffs when things had already happened & it sucks when I realized after that, that i'm already fucking lucky.
Sigh, i ain't sad. I'm in actual fact, very thankful to him. Thanks bro.
Time to do some work. Have yet to revise.
Fuck you @ LeeChek and Mavis. Really. Sum up or your 'fuck you's' at me = your 1lr4 / l1r5 grade for o lvls. HAHA.
Before i forget,
DESIREE YOU BETTER @#$%^&*() GET TOP STUDENT FOR ARTS YOU CHEENA ASS. LOL.
Touched or what? HAHAHAHA
Bye ;D
Monday, January 18, 2010; ( 6:48 PM )
Bam, i just finish reading my econs lecture book.
I'll be feeling super guilty and stuff when i fail to read the lecture notes after lecture.
Reading before lecture still seems kind of weird to me.
Reading after lecture is so much better. Like a radio playing on repeat
Reading after lecture is so much better. Like a radio playing on repeat
I can say, the next few posts are ganna be super boring. Cause it's basically about school school and more school.
Monday blues. Almost slept during physics lessons, gp lessons was kind of an ok, just that 2 hours seem entirely long. I realise that almost all of our teachers like to call us up and ask us to present our answers.
This just goes to show, my work needs to be properly written on paper. I got called up to present maths and chemistry today. Just my luck.
After school, stayed back to sort of finish up what i started yesterday night. Went to do some pull ups and stuff with the guys and smelled this awfully smelly soap from the boy's toilet.
It's worst than ammonia lah! I never knew soap was that "fragant"!
It was dam funny when aaron spilled the bottle of soap. Epic to the max.
OHOHOH, i finally found out the difference between Nina and Meiying.
One has fat, one had fats. (notice had)
HAHAHA
Shall rush off to do work now. I need an organizer badly.
Bye ;D
Sunday, January 17, 2010; ( 7:48 PM )
I need kit kat
I need a break.
I "wasted" my Sunday in a way. I din know that integration took up like half a day and i'm left with not much time to finish the rest of homework. I hate it when i need to rush.
It becomes as if i do for the sake of finishing and not Understanding + Finishing.
It becomes as if i do for the sake of finishing and not Understanding + Finishing.
It's just one of those days you feel as if everything just goes wrong. It feels as if something is stuck with you, giving those very weird vibes. I dun really know how to explain it, i guess huiyi should understand this feeling.
Somehow, i got so many things to do, so many things to say. If homework was a minimum today, perhaps i'll be taking time out to do some things more constructive and enriching of some sort.
School's like somehow, screwed up for me, period.
I guess we never know how to cherish things until they are really gone. And even so, you somehow vowed that you will cherish things more, technically, that should be the way. But it's not like a skill, overnight you learn it, and after that it comes naturally to you. I constantly tried to remind myself, that, hey, these things and people are really very important in my life & i must treasure and cherish it as long as they are still here.
But i tend to forget because of everyday's work.
And that's how regrets were born.
It sucks when i go to places that has lots of memories, that appear so significant now. But when it was there, before time, when it was happening. We somehow take things for granted. Only when we lose, we remembered, we realize, we cherished.
Only when we lose, we grow up, painfully.
I miss the beach at east coast. I feel like sitting by the breakwater for a long long time. Takes me away from reality.
I feel super heavy today & the week's ganna start again.
Everybody's moving on, but i'm still stuck here.
Bye.
Saturday, January 16, 2010; ( 7:40 PM )
Econs test early in the morning. Do-able, dun wish to talk about it. I drew a diagram about the size of half a page, but i labelled the mc curves wrongly. Gahh, i still hope i pass though. Did not manage to finish the paper, well, it's the first lecture test afterall and my hands are still feeling tired.
Went compass starbucks to study with peng seng mel. Adeline came after awhile, shili came up to have a short chit chat with us. Hopefully, the 4th day of Chinese new year is a holiday. It's nice to have a breather once in awhile.
Integration sucks to the max. Why bother to integrate when in the first place, you want to differentiate the equation already? Why differentiate, when you know you're ganna integrate and throw all those efforts right back into the bin.
& all to all those formulas not given in the MF15, give me some enlightenment. Try to stick in my head until at least A levels finish.
Bye ;D
Friday, January 15, 2010; ( 8:59 PM )
When Nothing Goes Right, Go Left
I like to end off Fridays' with a good note and lots of laughter. It makes me feel that the whole week I spent in school was worth it and that it wasn't just all about studying, but laughter and sharing all things on Earth also plays an important role in being in a junior college.
And that's why, i like school.
Despite having to go back for tests on econs tomorrow and games "oral presentation" the next Saturday.
That means see-ing cheena next sat. Powerpack impromptu team already lah! LOL
School today went well. Had lunch with the class and somehow there was sorta a bonding there. Went up later to find s18, ahhhhhhhh. Laugh alot, talk alot. I think i enjoy breaks the most. It's like putting a bird in a cage for ages and finally releasing it to the open air.
Freedom of speech was certainly present together with s18.
Gp sorta open my eyes today. I wasn't really going to fall asleep, which was kinda of a miracle.
& I REALISED SOMETHING TODAY!
Bimbo's eyes are dam small in class ( sleep ) BUT dam big outside class ( bimbo ). I bet bitch will definitely agree with me on this... er... FACT.
After 3.30pm, which is after school, is the best time of my entire week man! I used to dread cca's because they are such a pain in the ass. But it felt different during the last few trainings. Many things affected it. It goes back to the oldddd quote
"change is the only constant"
Shoot 1st detail using another gun and i LOVE that gun like, more than doing my homework. Apparently homework is my benchmark to grade things, so actually, everything is best. LOL. No but really, the grouping was so nice, i felt so at ease raising my gun to an appropriate height & the shots were all so nice.
Went walking around the school and off to coffeeshop / waffle nearby out school. Best, awesome, shiok to the core, to the max, to the center of gravity, to everything positive you can think off.
Phoenix and the Whale. WTHH. LOL
I think Fellow Teo rocks today. Suddenly, besides all the "fuck you" and stuff, her words kinda enlighten me today. Thank you. Like really, you put something that was on my mind for so long, into such perfect and suiting words. That was exactly how i feel.
SO perhaps, one day, maybe just today, she isn't that screwed up. HAHAHA.
I feel super enthu for camp now. S-U-P-E-R.
Havoc + Chit chat = Favorite.
So i shall go study and read up abit for my econs now in view of tomorrow's test. At least i'll have something to write and learn after that.
Top student in science stream already. LOL
That reminds me, desiree next top student in arts stream already. Right... HAHAHA.
Bye ;D
Thursday, January 14, 2010; ( 6:15 PM )
Today went generally well.
Physics was really very sleepy, i dunno why. I just had this feeling to go to sleep or start daydreaming. It's kinda hard to focus on an early morning in school. Felt so lethargic all the way.
Pe after that, break for half an hour.
I think today's pe was kinda great. Somehow i started talking to random people and it din felt so weird after that talking to the rest of the people.
Econs was cool this few days. The analysis miss zeenat provide us with was the most priceless piece of foolscap for the entire week lah. Lost it = that's the end of market failure.
It will turn out to be my failure after that.
It will turn out to be my failure after that.
Ct, played some games. Alot of laughter.
After school was fantastic! Did a few integration questions, caught up with the rest of s18 guys and met the 2b's to have a nice er... laugh. As usual. LOL
Alot of people were there lah! And i bet almost half of s18 there, was the nosiest in the canteen.
Chop chop confirm. :D
I kinda have quite alot of homework to complete now. But i'm sorta lazy and feel like sleeping again. Ohh save me. Tomorrow's chemistry day. Ionic equilibrium, AGAIN. Hahaha
Bye ;D
Wednesday, January 13, 2010; ( 7:55 PM )
I'm very thirsty but i'm lazy to get water to quench it.
Shall finish posting first. ;D
Outdoor pe was great. Nooo, waking up so late in the morning felt even better. It's the best lah. I din know that 109 reach all the way to pasir park that area, made me felt like an idiot when i changed bus at mjc and alighted at the same exact spot where 109 can initially brought me there. It did not felt so bad walking to whitesands.
Met up with the class, walked all the way to pasir ris park. Got 4 games, kinda fun. I think the last game was the best, though i din really played it cause i was kinda switch off already, so went to help mend the stations. There were extra players anyway so.. :D
It was fun while it lasted.
I cannot imagine the minimum amount of days we have to enjoy days like today.
Din join the class to eat at mac. Kinda anti-climax, but come-on, eating with bitch and bigflirt together with snowman and bimbo was super fun and enjoyable too. I think impromptu meetings are so much better than our 'cursed' meetings.
Had pepper lunch, talked awhile before going home.
I have a 100 word reflection waiting for me and 2 more questions of chemistry. I felt so retarded, cause i actually had my chemistry holiday homework that day, but it was covered with other stuff and thus, could not find it. Shit, i have a 100 word reflection and 2 more questions to be completed for nothing.
Gahh, extra practice extra practice. ~
I should open up more. Kinda feel detached from the class.
Byee ;D
Tuesday, January 12, 2010; ( 10:16 PM )
2nd day of School.
Eh slaughter me please.
Sitting a full straight 3 hours in class is unbearable lah! At the same exact spot with tutors one after another for a straight 3 hours! Break 2 hours then lecture at 4.30! Wahhh, my even weeks of tuesday is ganna be awesome to the max already lor!
I brought my chemistry stuff today lah! But i din check properly, thought i din bring. In the end, extra 2 questions which is liks 10marks each, from ENERGETICS somemore, suck. And a 100 words reflection. Dammm
Felt kinda restless and lethargic during lessons. My eyes were practically closing every lesson except econs and maths. Cause econs had some important steps to take note & i like it. Maybe it's the first day of school. :D
Maths? Dun ask, i spent 1 hour on 2 Malcurin series questions, and i still dunno how to do. Totally mood-less after that.
Anyway, when i sat in the lecture hall today, it really brought back alot of stuff from last year lah! No more emily = no more stars. No more meiying to kick my chair. No more reginald laughing. No more jun zhe stomach growling. No more ernest bullshit while lecture. No more ly shouting shannnonnnnn. No more louis eugene rafael making noise. No more. Wah sian ttm. It felt so
Different.
Nonono, must brainwash myself already. B-R-A-I-N-W-A-S-H.
1 hour with bimbo and bitch after lessons was the best 1 hour today. Maybe the best 1 hour through the whole week. I bet they'll agree with me.
There's outdoor pe tomorrow. Please dun let it rain, i do want to get to know my classmates better.
Bye ;D
Monday, January 11, 2010; ( 6:35 PM )
1st day of school
2s16
Okay, i kinda pretty like my class. It's noisy but then it's kinda fun when we all play games and get together.
Outdoor PE on Wednesday in the afternoon. Bye classrooms! Hello PARK! :D
Shooting went well today. My gun feels a ton heavier. I dunno, just felt heavier. My arms were practically vibrating towards the end of the training.
I desperately need to sleep. Waking up this morning was like !@#$%^&*)(*&^%$#@!
On the heavier note, there's so much work to do & i think i confirm chop chop cannot finish it by tonight. Gahhh, that's the price to pay for not completing my work before school starts. Gotta go rush ionic eqm now (there goes half of my brain cells)
Bye :D
Sunday, January 10, 2010; ( 8:54 PM )
School's starting tomorrow and I dun feel enthu about it, somehow.
It feels different and wierd going to school again, after such a long holiday
Everything's ganna sort of restart;
Everything's ganna sort of restart;
you meet new friends, new teachers, new topics and more things to remember.
More tests, more stress, more no life.
At least jc1 wasn't that bad,
There was still freedom to breathe.
But really, i think i truly truly enjoyed the holidays alot. Much more than all my previous years as a matter of fact. I've really grown, learned how to take things as it comes and stop procrastinating all the time.
Going to the States was exceptionally fun. Riding the 720degrees rollar coaster without any mental preparation, shopping for new clothes and other kinds of combination to wear out, see-ing all sorts of different things. It also got me closer to my family and relatives. So i'm really thankful i went for that trip.
I guess global perspective sort of gets into you when you travel every year.
Different culture, different practices.
Kinda cool how human got all sorts of different 'rules' to follow.
Time management is kinda vital during the whole my december holidays. I guess i really din manage it well, with all sorts of homework and stuff waiting to be completed towards the end of the holidays.
But hey, it's always been like that every year.
it's different this year, really. No time management = die. Got time management = survive.
it's different this year, really. No time management = die. Got time management = survive.
It's either of those two choices.
Meeting new friends.
Shooting chalet was really awesome. There were like, 3/4 of the people i dun even know, never seen their faces, never even heard of their names. But somehow, being part of the organizer, you gotta start discussing with unknown people. Working with new people, it's been ages since i last worked with unknown people. I learned alot from that.
Keeping in contact.
It's kinda great how during this whole year and after the holidays, i still manage to somehow, keep in contact with some long lost friends and also secondary school ones. Sengchoon, melody, pengjie and the rest. Even eileen, whose like 24/7 not available and Emily, whose like 24/7 scolding vulgarities or victor whose like 24/7 at starbucks flirting. LOL, it really feels great when we sms or talk, and it's still all the same. It's a great feeling because despite change being the only constant, changes for the better there were.
That aside, i still have my 3 awesome friends, getting all high and crazy. What more can i expect of these holidays if all these things were still intact?
I gained and i lost.
I lost quite a great deal this holiday actually. Well, it's kinda my bad. But you know, it's times like these when one really knows who are genuinely concern for you and will take initiatives to even ask Are you ok or How are you. It's nothing much to them, but it means alot to me. So yeaa, i dunno how i should ever repay that.
Friends
These holidays really kinda bonded me with the guys in 1s18, at least i knew some of them better. Playing pool, talking till late at night, playing games that are kinda retarded but it's fun when we all do it together. Laughing at each other when someone makes a mistake. I guess, without them, my midnights in my holidays will be super boring!
Myself
I learnt to start picking up the habit of reading a book. I learnt to talk nicely to my family member more often now. I learnt how to control my temper, i learnt how to observe things and practice it in everyday life. I learnt how friends are so important to me, i learnt to break ice by talking. I learnt to ask. On top of all, i learnt more about myself.
That, well, almost summaries up my holidays in 2009.
It's over, pain in the ass lessons are gonna start after tomorrow.
There's cca too.
Dam
Bye Holidays! ;D
Hi College.
Saturday, January 9, 2010; ( 11:56 PM )
Reminds me of Boon Han. Idk why.
Screw chemistry
No
Screw ionic Equlibira.
It killed almost all my brain cells today. Buffer is a piece of junk, solubility also.
Why are questions so complicated in a levels?
What's wrong with those people who set these questions?
Thanks. Ionic equilibrium, apparently, you just ruined my day.
On a lighter note, I just got my dmc3 and dmc4 to work on my computer. Shiok ttm.
But dam it, i figured it out too late. Just when school's opening in 2 days time. Gahh, screw it
Ohhhhh and i just heard from horny partner that:
Miss zeenat is our econs teacher! Amen. Econs is a must to complete in this case before school reopen, that's it hp, that's it
Miss zeenat is our econs teacher! Amen. Econs is a must to complete in this case before school reopen, that's it hp, that's it
YOU'RE SCREWED.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
School blues or what, i kinda half-hearted to go to school again.
The great thing is, i see everybody again! Life's not ganna be so boring staring at the homework like 12 hours a day without doing anything else.
On the other hand, fuck A levels & the mundane & sick life i'm going to have for the next 10 months
I know, it contradicts & i should not be complaining, i chose this road anyway.
Dam!
Star wars was on tv just now. And padame died. I still dun get it, the robot was saying
"She's perfectly healthy but for some strange reason, she's dying. Perhaps she has lose the will to live"
Kinda lame. Idk, i cannot help but laugh when the robot said this (with the expression it was giving).
Tomorrow's a Sunday and I'm thinking whether i should revise my work, play or just start preparing myself for the first day of school or _____
Feels so sad that holiday's are ending. Gahhh.
I still want to go out and play like mad.
dmc3, read a book, sleep.
Helping a friend advertise a schoolbag.
Fellow teo is screwed up today. TOTALLY SCREWED UP. LOL. WTF
Idk why, my last few days talking to people, had to be all the screwed up ones. HAHAHA
Byeee ;D
Friday, January 8, 2010; ( 10:10 PM )
1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Picture that as IW and start hurling "fuck-you"'s and taking water to spray it
2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Sing along with it. Glasses dun break yo!
3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
How's Life? LOL
4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Practically nothing.
5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Pretend nothing happen, laugh and continue on with life. (i'm not like IW who digs hole)
6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and it had to be submit in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Honestly tell the teacher that i did not do the homework. I'm not a cheater. :).
7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Smile, Nod. I'm going to the toilet. Nature call.
8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your clean clothes on the wet floor. What do you do?
Pick it up, wear it over.
9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
3 words. Wtf.
10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Yeaa, thank you.
11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
!@#$%^&*()
12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Dun like that look at me lah, i'm shy. LOL. (Bimbo will probably just sweep her hair and give the i-know-i'm-pretty kinda face. HAHAHA)
13. Your crush and you are eating dinner together, the food you've ordered came first, you do not want him or her to look at you eating while his or her food hasn't come. What will you do?
Wait for her food to come before starting. Manners ( But Nina will just probably gobble down the food. HAHA)
14. You are alone in your house and you realized that there is a burglar. What do you do?
Calling m.a.y. They will be thinking i'm joking, again.
Calling the 3b's. They will be thinking wtf dun play lah. What you want.
So i'll probably be off hiding in the cupboard. LOL
15.What do you do when your best friend had just spoilt your favourite one and only camera with all the important photos you cherished inside?
You owe me a new camera now. LOL. It's ok, i store my photos in the laptop.
16. What do you do when you receive a call from a kidnapper and your friend is in their hands?
I'll probably ask who is it.
If it's bitch, I dun even need to worry a thing. That particular kidnapper is in trouble. He/She will probably laugh till he himself dies. LOL
If it's bimbo, more i dun need to worry. That particular kidnapper gonna be bombarded with bimbo tic sentence.
Look, i have such awesome friends who can protect themselves. LOL
17. What do you do if you break your friend's favourite vase but he or she didn't saw it?
I have no friends that keeps a vase as their favorite thing.
18. You were told to buy carrots by your mother, but you forgotten it and went back home with garlics. How will you explain to your mother?
No one actually does that except meiying, whose awesome retarded. LOL
19. What do you do when you saw a cat chasing a mouse?
I'll stand there and watch the cat chase the mouse. Or released a dog to chase the cat.
Dog - cat - mouse. Cool
20. You missed your favourite tv show and it was the season finale. What do you do?
Internet!
21. There is a crash in your schedule, one is your friend's wedding, the other is your another friend's last day of funeral. What will you do?
Friend's last day of funeral. I think my friend lying in the casket would like to see me one last time. And he/she is gone forever mann! It wun hurt to go. Right?
; ( 7:59 PM )
I...
Finshed...
My econs tutorial!
But i still feel not so smart somehow. I just felt like i was writing rubbish for the past 3 hours. It makes sense at 5.32pm but at 6.32pm, you're realise,
Hey! This doesn't make sense at all!
Which kinda suck, because there is nobody to ask and school reopening is in another 2 days time
By then, I would have practically forgotten everything that i wanted to ask already.
Screw ad/as.
Woke up in the morning and went to school for shooting. It's been idk how long since i last touch the gun already. It always felt somehow heavier everytime i hold it up. I should have gone there super much much earlier, at least can chit chat with fellow teo. She had to leave soon after I arrived, which kinda suck! Cause nobody to talk.
But then, i was wrong. There was Alger. Actually, despite him always being bullied, he's actually a really nice nice guy to talk to. Throughout that whole 1 hour, i think i was practically talking and shooting at the same time.
Best part, my shots wun affected. Which means, i'm relaxed enough talking to him.
Makes me feel...
That i should treasure my family more. Alot more.
Saw the ogl's camp. Makes me felt like going, but i guess lao tian ye dosen't want me to go. Game facil Shannon, game facil. Sigh
Back home, finished my econs. Tomorrow's another regular Saturday doing ionic equilibrium and integration. Screw the buffer thingy. One whole chunk of question. I wish tomorrow, MOE will just come and say
Buffer is removed from the A level syllabus. I'll be so thankful to them.
I hope i can finsh everything by tomorrow. I kinda dun want to touch my work on a Sunday. Especially when the next day,
School reopens~
Went down for dinner at around 8+ with ______. Idk whether i can mention her name. LOL. Really missed the fish and chips there and i realized i should have called chicken chop, cause i want the mash potatoes! Danggg.
I enjoy walking these days. The best part; i dun sweat or feel any ache after that. :D
Megaupload really pissed me off when i dun have a premium account with me. Takes ages to get my download started. Argg. I want my movies. Shit!
Oh, I'm supposed to do a quiz from IW. Shall go do it now. Hohoho
I just remembered IW telling me the wtfbbq joke.
IW : WTFBBQ
Me : Why you put wtfbbq mann!
IW : idk, my poly friends always tell me wtfbbq, then i'll be thinking why in the world will they want to bbq me?
Dam it. I laugh at this mann. You win, hand's down. LOL
JUN ZHE IS DAM SCREW UP TODAY. WTF. LOL
Bye ;D
Thursday, January 7, 2010; ( 11:59 PM )
But i have a regret, so my life's ganna be long. LOL
Finally, i'm done with changing blogskins.
It isn't really the best, neither is it the nicest
I just hate to see the words:
"The users of this account has been inactive, account banned for 90 days"
& the thought of see-ing my blog almost every other days, seeing that phrase,
Kinda suck. ;D
Why this skin?
I just thought the colours were nice. Very nice actually.
I saw 11.36am as 12.36pm and i thought i was freaking late for the camp today. I rushed through everything and when i was on the bus, i realised. It's a freaking 12.15 only. WTF! Actually, i din really rushed, i did not want to go actually.
Felt like pon-ing.
Turned out differently though, it's been a looonngggg time since i facilitate games. Kinda messy at the start but it worked out just fine as it comes towards the end. I still like Pegasus cheer despite being from aquila. The heartbeat cheer is superrr nice!
More to come on orientation already. Hoho
I want to go back school when o lvl results are being released. But i doubt the security guard will let us in. They were never so nice to actually let us in, after the incident during Chinese new year. Let's see who gets to succeed the super gay
CHOOOOONNNN~ LOL.
I'm supposed to be rushing AD/AS now for my econs, but i'm super lazy. That's the last part of the whole econs tutorial already! Excluding the crossword puzzle cause i dun intend to even touch or think about it.
I got shooting tomorrow. It starts at like 2+, but i'm going at 1+. Accompany fellow teo. I SO NICE OR WHAT? HAHAHA. Owe me waffle mann. ;D
Here's a super super super short short short story to remind us of things so trivial, we tend to forget.
From a Sermon by the Reb, 1958
"A little girl came home from school with a drawing she'd made in class. She danced into the kitchen, where her mother was preparing dinner.
" 'Mom, guess what?" she squealed, waving the drawing.
"Her mother never looked up.
" 'What?" she said, tending to the pots
" 'Guess what?" the child repeated, waving the drawing.
" 'What?" the mother said, tending to the plats.
" 'Mom, you're not listening.'
" 'Sweetie, yes I am.'
" 'Mom,' the child said,
"you're not listening with your eyes.'"
It's just fascinating how kids are so randomly inspiring at times
Bye ;D
Wednesday, January 6, 2010; ( 9:53 PM )
Magnolia Street
Out to study with pengjie sengchoon and melody
As i packed my maths notes, I realised i've done alot alot for maths & i'm glad to see that my promos got a beautiful nice mark. Made me think back when i was in sec 4 chionging maths papers day in night out
Shili could not make it.
It was fun laughing and cracking jokes with them. Long time since i've seen them. Been kinda productive too until towards the end, when the sun was so hot. Bus over to mavis house to get some stuff.
Thanks Woon Ling for the chocolates from japan. Appreciate it alot!
Walked home from hougang point and it started drizzling. Greatttt.
Went back home, i started packing my stuff. And i've realised alot of things suddenly, like misplaced this and that and every o set.
Found some stuff from long long time ago & my room seems uber neat to the max now can. Spent a whole freaking 6 hours packing, including dinner bath and stuff. But still, it's dam long lahh.
As i packed my gp notes, i realised i've not read alot of materials and thought that there were many tutorials untouched. I wonder why sr gp tutors never want to go through them
As i packed my maths notes, I realised i've done alot alot for maths & i'm glad to see that my promos got a beautiful nice mark. Made me think back when i was in sec 4 chionging maths papers day in night out
As i packed my econs notes, I saw how my marks slowly improved & remembered that time when i just received my mid year econs paper. The feeling that i felt. Devastated.
As i emptied the books from the bookshelf, all the sec 4 books was thrown away. Ahh, brings back memories from studying in school everyday and stuff. Buying sweets, cheese fries was still my favourite man. The uncle wins, hands down.
As i took out the extraordinary big bear card from the shelves. I was super touched. I could remember all the birthdays from sec 3 onwards. Dam, those were the times mann.
As i packed my first drawer, I found a nightlight, some birthday gifts being covered by wires, a few decks of cards and stuff. Makes me realise i really need to pack this drawer asap.
I did not want to pack my second drawer, period.
There's games tomorrow & i've not prepared and seen the debrief i'm supposed to say. Should do it soon.
Bye ;D
; ( 1:38 AM )
Today went great :D
I'm lazy to type. So, i shall not blog today.
It's a typical scene.
Bye ;D
Tuesday, January 5, 2010; ( 2:51 AM )
I'm really missing 1s18 now.
Like, really really honestly.
Sigh.
; ( 12:38 AM )
Reminiscence
Went to play pool today, despite me being very lazy to get out of house
Yes i know, i'm suppose to be doing my econs essay, busy writing it like nobody's business.
But as you can see, i'm kinda lazy now.
But as you can see, i'm kinda lazy now.
It's 2am now and afking. Guess i shall come and blog for a little while. School's reopened today and sister's back to school. Morning's are ganna be such a dull for me.
No, actually, afternoon. I practically slept through every morning.
Schools ganna start next week, exactly today man. I cannot start imagining the tons of homework i'm about to do and stuff.
Yess, I've played enough, who wouldn't want to play a little more? ;D
I shall go grab a book and read. It's kinda sickening to be studying early in the morning.
There's some meeting tomorrow, there goes 1 day of mine.
I felt so much better after saying it out. It's still there afterall.
Bye ;D
Sunday, January 3, 2010; ( 10:23 PM )
Rat
Luck isn't on my side today.
Headed over to kfc to have dinner and pop by at the arcade for awhile little to play. It was fun while it lasted. Sat at mac before heading back home. Once again,
Oh nono, firstly
Fuck Andy
Fuck Yanheng.
Fuck Yanheng.
LOL
Today was supposed to be my rest day, well at least, i self-proclaimed it as my last day. But super nice andy ask us to get his house to play mahjong, and somehow we did end up there playing & i lost like shit.
Luck really isn't with me. We played starting with 600bucks (chips). After four rounds, i left a freaking 300. Seriously mann. Sucks to the max. Lucky it's not with real money, or i'll be broke now.
Headed over to kfc to have dinner and pop by at the arcade for awhile little to play. It was fun while it lasted. Sat at mac before heading back home. Once again,
Fuck Andy
Fuck Yanheng.
But seriously, it's impossible. Now, future whatever, i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e.
Gahh, i know what you're ganna say.
Now cannot, future sure ok one.
Fuck you, no. LOL
Tomorrow, i shall stay at home and not do anything. No actually, i'm doing work. Time is not on my side anymore. Dam it. Rush rush rush, busy busy busy.
Dam it.
School's reopening tomorrow, and it feels good not need-ing to go back. Banggg! ;D
Bye ;D
; ( 1:11 AM )
Chalet
Was a success and a blast even though i din stay overnight.
It always gives me a sense of achievement when things go well after a hard days / weeks planning.
"I was asked to do a favor, when i fact, I was given one"
Really applies here.
It turned out better than expected. At least there were jiahao and alisa to accompany me throughout & i really enjoyed playing bridge with the seniors before heading home. Should have started earlier.
We played with the minimum that can start only with 3 only. Epic, it went all the way up to 5 and 6. Super high and fun. I guess all good things come to an end. ;D. We laughed like we know each other way long ago.
I did not drink there. Tried not to, somehow wasn't in the mood to.
It could have been better with more people around but i guess some people really cannot make it. Make do with what we have. Ahhh. ;D
Wanted to call people down to have supper with me at the coffeeshop near compass. But i decided to head home.
It's time to start tun-ing back my clock, kinda screwed up now.
Byee ;D
Saturday, January 2, 2010; ( 12:39 AM )
Family.
I was kinda pissed and bored to the max this morning. But as the day went by, i felt that i was pissed for nothing. I guess i should be more understanding towards my mother. I feel good today, somehow. I shall spent abit more time with my family. Going out too much may not be a good thing afterall.
Loneliness is a miserable feeling.
There's a chalet tomorrow & somehow i dun feel like going. But i got to at least show my face for a little while. Anyway, let's just hope the older batches are fun, if not i dunno how am i ganna talk. Phone shall not be my bff tomorrow, right, maybe for a little while to get off the awkward situation. ;D. I just hope things go well tomorrow.
I've thought and made my new year resolution already. It's not the ordinary good health, excellent grades for studies and stuff. It's a little, more to everything.
Gahh, it's not ganna be a easy year in 2010, i'm ganna miss so many things in 2009. Makes me feel sentimental sometimes. Grr
Nina and Meiying is ganna go sarawak tomorrow. I hope they come back slimmer and less retarded respectively ;D
My sister helped me bought a new book today. It's called, have a little faith, by mitch album, author of tuesdays with morrie. I shall take my time to enjoy it.
Thanks sister! :D
Fate always make fun of me.
When i thought of it suddenly, it will happen soon after.
When i thought of it for a long time, it will never happen
Dam it
I thought of Woon Ling's words suddenly.
Thanks for reminding me mann.
The passion is there, i gurantee it ;D
Lord of the rings is on tv now, climax already. I shall go and watch. ;D
Bye ;D