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Thursday, December 31, 2009; ( 11:21 PM )
There's 48 more mins to 2010, and i need to get this up asap. Or i'll just be a waste of effort on my part. I realise that i should thank all my friends that have been together with me on this long year of 2009. It's quite fast actually. We laughed at each other jokes, making fun of each other, running around like school's our house, doing all sorts of crazy things together in the chalet. I'll never forget all those times. Cause photos are like memories stuck in the computer & in times like this, it comes in very handy. I've made really awesome friends, friends that are so precious and friends that i cherish alot. I guess a little thanks goes a long way. I should start, but dun expect it to be long. Like the song goes, "you say it best, when you say nothing at all". HAHAHA Sorry victor, we like never take a picture together before. =x Well, i guess i got to say a super nice word of "CURSED" to eileen emily and victor. I can never forget all the cursed dates that we all had together lah. Be it because of cca, family obligations, sudden stomachaches and stuff, i think we really pulled through this year, not as 4 people. But rather as 1. I mean seriously, life in 1s18 will not be like how it is without you 3 mann. Though victor left. HAHAHA. We seem to understand each other very well, no matter what the topic is about. I really appreciate that alot! Emily - The only woman in the class, who laughs with me at anytime anywhere in school. As long as you talk to her, it's inevitable you definitely will laugh. My days in sr will not be so lively without you friend. Thanks for all the help you've given me. You rock to the max. ;D Eileen - WOOOSH! For you top a levels students in sr already lah. You are seriously a bimbo, a big time one for that. Really, laughing with you is a great joy mann. I'll still have to see you next year, imagine the unfortuante events that are ganna happen to me. HAHAHA. You rock to the max. ;D Victor - STARBUCKS, and one day, i'm so ganna drink the coffee that you make bro. My first half of the year with you was nice. Chit chat, all the random stuff we talk about and the girls that you jio so hard to get. Hahaha. It's really nice to know you. Meet up soon, goodluck in poly. You rock like flintstone! Of course, there are the super awesome to the max girls in our class too! They are the one's that make 1s18 full of shitzxzxz and stuff. Sharing sessions with them was really awesome, though it's like 1 week dunno how many times. Some absorb, some talk like nobody's business. But still, i guess without you all, i doubt 1s18 will be as enjoyable now. Nina - Mann, my most dependable pw member of all. I still remember last time during pw, we chiong until late in the night, did so much work and stuff. Rehearse like nobody's business. Filming the video was dam fun. Let's hope our pw gets an A, and dam, i got to see you next year lah! Your new resolution is well sought out, SHED SOME FATS! ;D. Thanks for the wonderful BASTARD 4mins after 2009. You are so nice. "NICE". hahaha Meiying - I dunno what to say to you. You can be retarded to the dunno what extent at times. I've caught you almost every single day doing that lah. Hahaha, but still. You've been great, i think i'm so ganna miss disturbing you next year. Study hard yo! And stop getting new batches of guys! HAHA. And when you're super bored, remember my favourite speech and phrase. "awww, i___you. xoxo hugs and kisses. LOL" Sarah - You are, call you like calling some fierce woman like that. Straight away WHAT LA, hahaha. You're one enjoyable fellow friend. I dunno you for long, but certainly you've contributed to the things in our class in many ways. Though sometimes it fails, i really appreciate all that you've done. Keep going girl! Ly - Stupid aunty, everytime call me ask econs. Then i must talk and talk and talk to explain to you. Hahaha, next year is another study super hard year. I din really talk to you much, but ur'e really nice when we need to do something retarded and stupid. It's a number 1 choice to find you when it's time to do retarded things. I just remembered dancing in class last time. It was fun! Cheers to you! Now for the boys. They are really nice people to hang out with, especially at night when the nights getting younger and younger. We laughed joke skype and really had a nice time laughing each other. Cursing and swearing when one of us makes a wrong move in the game. But really, i think i'll never be this close to you all if i dun start playing games. Though i anti gamer, but still, i'll play. Cause you guys are such an enjoyable bunch! Thanks alot for all the time, you never know how much i appreciate that! BoonHan - STFU :). That's my favourite 2009 speech for you, but i bet 2010 wun be the same anymore! Hahaha, you are ganna be same class as me next year, which pratically sucked. I owe you the most actually, and i guess you should know why. Thanks for the listneing ear when i needed one, Thanks for the games and laughter and all the fuckers and _|_ you spam me with in my inbox. Thanks! LOL. It's up to you to decide whether that was sacarstic. LOL Aaron - Sometimes, i really dunno what's in your head. But it will still turn out well no matter what. You've been nice and shared alot good advices and stuff with us. A levels all the way. Pool all the way. Huat ar. ;D Thanks a great deal man! Jun Zhe - BUDDY! I'm so ganna miss laughing with you next year. Mann, i still remember you all used to call me shaman king, the show. Dam it. LOL. And yess, thanks alot for all the laughters and retarded things we did together this year. We may not be like this year next year, but this year, the laughter and joy, woooo. Wonderfully done. Cheers to you! & there is also qiyuan Reginald - 4 words brother, 4 words. Your laughter is Epic. LOL! Cheers to you! ;D And when studies gets tough, and everything else goes wrong. When cca starts, we start to laugh again. I wasn't really close to you all. But certainly, in one way or another, cca became really very fun with you guys. Sentosa was a blast though not everybody was there. We played and shoot, shoot like nobody's business. We often complain of shooting now, but thinking about it, this cca really is fun. We may not really keep in contact, but i certainly will. Especially with people like lynette martin wanleng guohao and people, certainly for sure. Thanks for all the laughters, the times we played and cursed and swear throwing the tennis ball. Sigit and the rest too. Cheers to you all. Cheers to shooting. Shoot For Legacy! Of course, i'll never make it hear without some of my very good friends i made in secondary school. I think they pratically pushed my up, higher and higher everytime, everyday in skss. Without them, i wun be in jc now, i will not be what i am. They changed me for the better, force me for my own good & i'm glad they did. We may not meet up as often as we did in the past, but i'll find one day we are all free and we shall go out together again. Be it study, catch a movie or stuff. Trust me, you all hold a special place in my heart. Shili - Hohoho and a merry Oso! Shiok man! The ice is finally broken. hahaha, it's really a great day today. Well, this year has been a very happening one indeed. We may still be friends, but i'll always remember the memories. I mean, it's kinda impossible to forget. Hahaha. But trust me, i mean nothing more than that. I'll remember the promise still, but this time round, as a friend! Cheers to my new found friend! Pengjie - Teoh! We will meet up someday. Sorry din message you all earlier, or we could have been counting down at this point of time. We shall study next week and catch up alot! See you soon, talk like we will never meet each other gain. Cheers! Sengchoon - Gay shit lah you! I bet paris was super fun! We also, super long never talk already. I shall not rack up the gay past that we had. But sitting beside you was really dam fun and awesome. Eating oreos and smuggling snacks up to class to munch. Talking bad about teachers. meet up soon! Cheers! Melody - I owe you one mann, i really owe you a big favour for all the help you've given me. You're ganna make it the university with all of us. So keep on putting ur utmost effort and dun give up! Chiong for the best, get a great guy and start settling down. Control, but fall hard in love when you've found the right one. Cheers! You know what was the best thing that i ever had in my life. Meeting these very special 3 friends of mine in my cca in secondary school. I shall not say much, because they impacted my life in many ways that i cannot imagine. They understood me, talk to me when i'm in trouble, making a difference in my life, giving me advices that are so valuable but ridiculous at times. Andy - Brother, you know. What makes my secondary school goes round. It's you. I shall not rake up the past. But you know that you mean alot to me. You taught me great things in 2009 and i bet that will continue on for the next few years. Happy new year to you, we have great minds, so think alike ;D YanHeng - Hey dickhead, what you doing? You can be the most idiotic person at times, but the most spontaneous person too. I still remember meeting you when we had our sec 2 chalet and you were the only who stayed back with us. That's how we get to know you, bonded together with you and best of all, scolded you like so dam shiok! I like it lah! hahahha. Thanks bro, you make my 2009 a wonderful one Mavis - You can say that, you gave me the most advices and really sent me random sms-es at random times that really make me smile alot. Everything that you did had the interest of us inside your thoughts. And i really thanked you for that. You made my life wonderful, enriched me with alot of things. Thanks alot mavis. Happy new year ahead! ;D I suddenly remember got. huiyi. =x Start with the usual then HUIYI! Ahhh, lao ah um, i think you heard the most problems about me this year and thanks for the company. Especially during that point in time. Hohoho, i owe you alot alot for that mann. Thanks alot! Study hard and stop finding excuses ah! What no battery! Hahaha, i think you're so ganna kill me for the present. But still. TAKE CARE ;D Random pictures! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
; ( 5:55 PM )
![]() Post Number 256. Last post of 2009 :D The last Sun of 2009 is setting in the distant now. Been studying and pool these few days. Nothing much to say. But pool was awesome. Super intense and awesome. It's been a wonderful 2009 with everybody. I've learned a great deal of things Beginning of the year, there was still orientation camp, we cheered we screamed, we went practically crazy during that 4 days. It was fun, very fun. Going to bai nian for chinese new year, entering srjc with so many unknown people and thereafter getting to know people in sr. 1s18 has been pretty fun in it's own way. & so is shooting. Really appreciate all the fun joy laughter and all the sharing sessions we have. Pw training really got us talking as a whole bunch, like what boon han said. I feel super happy today. The ice is finally broken, everything's back on track like how it should be. Hohoho. Passed present and went home. Dun feel like going out to countdown tonight. Somehow just not in the mood too, was supposed to go martin's house countdown, but not many people can. I should pick up my hand phone and message people earlier. It's okk, staying home sometimes isn't that bad. ;D Good.Bye. ;D
Monday, December 28, 2009; ( 1:18 PM )
Rhythm ; ( 12:31 AM )
Sometimes, being oblivious is a good thing Dam Attended a whole day of wedding.
Pictures.. idk where to get them. Later Woke up early in the morning at 9+. Dam, and i thought i was late already Mum said to wear casual in the morning, so i put on something dam casual to go with jeans. Turns out... fine. HAHAHA Tea ceremony and the food was great. As usual ;D Went home, defiance with them. I was supposed to sleep, but i thought, i should sleep later. Afterall, i got a whole night of sleep waiting for me later. Out to Sentosa at 5 Witness the solemnization there. It was funny, nice atmosphere. Settled before it began to rain. It's really a nice place. It's open air and far off from all the beaches. Somewhere i never explored before. Cause it's kinda deep in. & i saw the IR rollar coaster. DAM IT, i'm so ganna go take it after my a lvls man. Free flow of ice cream gallery ice cream D24 durian, omg. Heaven ;D Dinner started. It was creative, everything was innovative. The ambience's, atmosphere, highness and even the food was different. Sat in a table with uh.. 3rd aunty and the rest. Din sit with family, some stuff cropped up. But they were just 1 table infront of us so.. doesn't really matter. Chit chat here and there, phone is obviously my best friend tonight. There was this band, that singer could actually sang all songs English, Chinese, Dialects. Super impressed, and i think he's a Malay. Coincidence or what, the song sang remind me of many things in the past. aww, reminiscence. Somehow, i like tonight despite not talking much You say it best, when you say nothing at all It's ringing in my head ~ Bye ;D Sunday, December 27, 2009; ( 2:48 PM )
You shoot me out of the sky I shall relax my hands for today. It's super tired. Woke up at nearing to 2pm today. I could hear my mum shouting to me "Shannon, your wan ton me dried up already! Get up and eat" Since 11am in the morning Aww, should not have tell sister that actually i could hear what they were saying, cause i'm half awake, just that i'm lazy to get up. Hk drama time, super nice shows Gonna watch sherlock homes later. Cheers ;D Byee
Saturday, December 26, 2009; ( 10:14 PM )
Went amk hub to watch Sherlock homes with family It was simply awesome Sister did not waste my time already. Hahahaha Definitely worth the money There's ganna be a part 2, and i'll confirm go and watch it. Got to attend cousins wedding tomorrow & i still dun know what to wear yet. Gahh, let's just see my mood tomorrow Byee ;D
; ( 2:35 PM )
Human Instinct Days of xmas was fantastic. After pot luck, Din played defiance with them, was kinda late already. Cab over to hougang mall at like 12plus to meet Andy before going over to mavis house to ton through the night till about 5+.
It was.. kinda fun. Lvl 7 and dare or double dare. I swear double dare was kinda, disgusting. Right, andy? LOL Went home at about 5+, was kinda alert still, but had to sleep, got a mahjong session in the afternoon. And who knows, i woke up at 12+ by some humans on the Earth, watch a few episodes of hongkong drama before going over to jz's house to play mahjong. 10cents 20cents. LOL. It was fun while it lasted. Defiance through the night until 11+. Super crazy, almost wanted to ton at jz's house, but decided to go home. Should accompany my parents. Dam it, Huiyi, i still feel guilty. Dam it. Howww, sian. Was supposed to go pool actually, but boonhan finshed late, so we skipped that and stayed at jz's house. I think mac has a problem of delivering an additional packet of seaweed shaker fries. Last time in school also the same thing happened. Screwed. Went home, hongkong drama, played with them for awhile. Could not take it already, went to sleep. I was practically dying and severely deprived of sleep. My hands was half cramp yesterday. Reply sms + pressing non-stop on the keyboard + long smses one day before xmas eve. My inbox are 80% filled with SOMEONE'S, moronic messages. HAHAHA. It's full of xmas wishings Fellow-teos, idk how many different kinds of wishings & full of planning. That reminds me, i still have a chalet to plan with the other batches. Bye ;D Thursday, December 24, 2009; ( 11:31 PM )
I love the pot luck just now. Wasn't expecting that much people. Even cousins from Sydney came back.
The food was simply awesome to the max. Meat after Meat Deserts after deserts Laughters after laughters I practically gorge myself with food today Steamboat and now such amazing food. Merry Christmas! ;D ; ( 5:24 PM )
Learning Today morning, was JOKE TTM. No actually, starting from yesterday night all the way to morning 2+ am like that.
Wrote some cards, wrap some presents with the help of sister before going off to play defiance with the guys. Started around like 11+ And it was all well, when suddenly the fatal error came when we were doing one of our runs. So screwed up, everything restart again. Ganna play again at night with more people though Ganna be so much more fun :D Msn conversations before playing defiance was fucking hilarious! Bitch and Bimbo never fail to make all of us laugh lah. Wtf! I should have just screen shot what happened yesterday night. Confirm laugh like mad. WTF WTF. I still cannot shake that joke off till now. Tu di also -.-. Idk why, suddenly, i feel like i'm typing a long, long, long essay every time i reply. Takes me about 4mins in total. But we stop after awhile, someone's being lazy apparently. HAHAHA & apparently, she's disturbed early in the morning. Hohoho Lots of planning yesterday again. I hate it when people dun reply my sms, sucks & i discovered something shocking from auntie yesterday. Gosh. Playing defiance with them was extremely fun. Screw the fatal error people, screw it! Screw the medusa lah! Gonna go again tonight i guess. Cannot wait. ;D OHOHOHOH, i slept at 2am this morning, and woke up at 6.45, to have steamboat at 8am at mavis house. LOL, and i could not wake up, soooo, i sms andy and yanheng that we go at 9am, then tell mavis. That's like 1 more hour of sleep, which is heaven at that point of time. I bet they see alr dam shiok lor, cause all of us slept late yesterday. Anw, rushed down soon after that. Met up with andy heng vis and lc before going around ntuc in ovals. And i really mean ovals, $50 dollars worth of food. I dun need come out a single cent, i feel so shiok, not need-ing to pay. Gah jk, it's cause they all owe me money YAN HENG, YOU STILL OWE ME 5 BUCKS. LOL. MAVIS, YOU CLEARED YOUR DEBT, GRATS. LOL. X-mas exchange. They gave me super 'awesome' presents lah. Pictures: 2 of my very special friends in this world. Steamboat lasted for 3 hours or so, then dessert for 45mins like that, so in all, we spent close to 4 hours eating. Preparation was awesome fun also, i think, you'll hear people screaming every 10 seconds in the kitchen. Either vulgarities, or just scream. Oh and inside joke, only lc andy heng and me know. Fuck, i swear it's dam funny. It was funny to begin with, but heng had to be extra and make it worst by throwing prawn shells. LOL Went home at like 4+ with andy and lc Got some xmas potluck dinner later going on at my uncle's house. I think i'm going to wear super casually, hack care. Maybe ton-ning at mavis house tonight. We'll just see how it goes. But i confirm will want. DEFIANCE. ;D Bye ;D ; ( 2:18 AM )
My god. Why my friends like that?! LOL wah fuck, cannot take it already FUCK YOU EMILY. LOL.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009; ( 10:10 PM )
Apparently I have a orange box there on who is aruging who is cuter. And it's dam hilarious. I have another orange box there on reply a msn conversation that seems to be never ending I have yet another orange box telling me that the force must always be with me Jz boon and aaron are acting cute at one corner I shall blog during xmas or after that. I am kinda.. lazy to type already. ;D Bye ;D
Tuesday, December 22, 2009; ( 8:04 PM )
Papercut Yesterday was awesome TTM. Reached lmy's house at at like 10+. Long lost friend ly was down there. ;D. Nina came after that, she look super greyish can! Eat, chit chat and sent ly off to the airport after that. Terminal 1 has alot of changes. The last i went to T1, was about.. 6 years ago. I dun think i've been to T2 before, maybe, but i forgot which years. Been going over to the states often. Currency low what. ;D Played with fishes after coming back from breakfast. Random Pictures Met IW there after that, she apprently, got lost together with sarah coming over to T3. Must understand, this friend of mine has an extremely poor sense of direction. I learnt that a long time ago. LOL. We wave goodbye at Ly like idk how many times. And it's really alot of times. Ohhh, and never cab from the airport with 5 people. That super idiotic person directing you to the cab strictly allows 4 per cab only. Which totally sucked, since we got 5. Mrt and bus home, everybody was so sleeeppppyyyyyy on the way. Waited for ezb to come and started bbq since like 4 all the way until 11+. Getting the fire to start was hilarious. LOL. The wind was not cooperating at all and they gave us a pathetic matchstick to start the firestarted, which extinguished after 2 seconds. -.- Cheers to IW and half cheers to aaron. They helped to set the fire. IW can become some barbaric woman already. LOL. Aaron tooo, become some sort of barricade to block the wind. The 3 girls were apparently playing with the food. HAHAHA. Random Pictures Alot of people turned up for the bbq and it was awesome. About 17 if i remember correctly? Including victor and chorlin. We laughed, cooked, played like nobody's business. No words can describe it lah. ;D. I still remember cooking chicken wing with reginald. Then we pretend it was a soccer game. Threw 1 marshmellow down and we started using the chicken wings to kick it. LOL But it failed. it melted like 10sec after we threw it down & the worst part is after the thing melted & when we thought it's time to bbq like normal. The remains of the marshemellows started to caught fire on the mesh. Which sucked! Cause the bbq cannot be cooked under fire. And apparently, we were fanning like mad & had to add charcoal, cause there were at least 50sticks not cooked at all. The price to pay for playing in less than 10sec. What the shitttt. Lol! & LOL. When the wire mesh caught fire, everybody was blowing with their mouth. Extremely hilarious sight. Should have taken a picture. HAHAHA I still cannot believe what IW and the rest told me ytd. But it's from a witness so... Ah, what the hell. -.- Wanted to ton throughout the night with the guys but decided to skip it in the end. Will post the pictures when i get it from meiying and sarah. It is times like this that is awesome to be with the class ;D. Going back home was desperate. DESPERATE. The last bus of 45 was at 11.30, and normally, a bus service ends at like 11.50, then the last bus is about 12, cause it departs at the interchange at 11.50. But 45 was at 11.30! And we missed the last bus. Great. Iw and hp cab home by themselves. I cab home after that, cause sudden decision not to ton again. Never take cab midnight. 18 bucks was my cab fare, 28 bucks was theirs. Rip my pocket. Thankss for all the gifts and short notes. Merry Christmas! ;D I had a 15mins talk with the taxi driver. He's one funny person. Cracked me up a few times. Oh oh oh oh, and do you know, when there is a car accident, Like for example, car A bang into the tree. We actually have to compensate for the tree? Wtf! Then if we injured, it's our own problem, got to go claim for the insurance company. Lose out lah! The railings also. How i know you ask? The taxi driver was complaining like mad. LOL Random: Lady Gaga's new album, rocks. Got to listen to a few times before i get what she is trying to bring across. Jordin sparks one too ;D Anybodyyy free to study out tomorrow!? Hahahaha Bye ;D
Sunday, December 20, 2009; ( 9:31 PM )
I got an ulcer on my lips now. MEIYING, SLAP YOURSELF LAH. LOL. Gahh, i'm so tired, and i really really feel like sleeping. I've so many things not done! I think i should get it done like, tomorrow! But maybe the following day. Seeee how lah! This year chirstmas is so dull. The shopping centres have not much stuff also. Orchard road is okok only despite the apec thingy going on this year. Ah shucks, where's the old Christmas season like last time !? I was jogging the past few days and the basketball court near my house seems so empty. Last time, in the night, so many people will be there playing basketball. Seriously miss those times when i was young. Play from afternoon to night, risk getting scolded by my parents. Despite all that, it was still dam fun. The field outside my house, used to play soccer around there. Shout and scream, sparkles and stuff. Dam, those were the times. Dun ask me why, i just missed it suddenly. Wah wtf, martin and fellow teo is cracking me up in msn. LOL. Dam joke, and i'm still laughing up till now. WTF WTF. HAHAHA. Okokok, tomorrow is a long day. And it's really really a long day. School's just around the corner in less than a month. Need to do some serious studying soon. It's all in the mind, it's all in the minddddd! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE TENG! Cheers ! ;D Byeee
; ( 2:36 AM )
I am still, me. Saturday, December 19, 2009; ( 10:49 PM )
Differences It felt good after a GREAT day's sleep Sorry aaron, boonhan, pengjie, liting. I was super super tired i swear. I went running just now, after the heavy rain. I swear the track was dam disgusting, i totally freaked out after 2 rounds. There were so much snails, so much puddles of water, so much bullfrog so much crickets M-U-C-H. not many. M-U-C-H. Woke up, did some chemistry instead of gp. I swear, i wrote le chatelier's like nobody's business lah. "According to Le Chatelier's principle, the equilibrium position will shit to the ___ etc etc" Dam you Le chatelier. But i like, cause it's so easy. HAHAHA I'm waiting for Boon, he takes forever. Forever. HAHAHA Bye ;D
; ( 9:36 PM )
I hate it when people use my name, when i never ask you to use my name. Here we are, helping you get things done. If you dun want to send, just tell me, and i do the sending. Just name the people. So much better than putting my name there. Good job. Job well done Fuck. Bye.
Friday, December 18, 2009; ( 8:43 PM )
It lingers on, I WOKE UP AT 5.45AM TODAY
And apparently, i felt like an idiot. I saw the clock, i thought it was 6.50, when it was only 6.30. Supposed to be in school by 7am. So, yes im late. And when i'm on the bus, i see the time. It's still 6.50 What the fuck. How screwed up can my eyes get. Cannot blame it though I stayed up till 1+ the other day And i've not recovered from my frisco trip. The good thing is, i got 1 free day tomorrow. Awesome ttm. Everything's in a mess now. I need time to sort it out. Damit. Woon ling told me something yesterday. And i hate to admit but it's true. Somehow, the passion isnt there anymore. I've stayed pretty low in sr, it's 2 years anw. May as well just study and let nature take it's course. Everything's fated. I learnt that from someone long ago. Had games trial today. Total of 8 or 10 games? Could not remember. Din know anybody in my group. My god, it felt so tiring to make friends all again. I know their faces, their names, but dun really know them. Anw, it was better after the first game. And it turned out real fun. Cool ;D I like. White shirt, games facil 1 day. Compensation. Waited for food, studied in school. And later at night, it's party time. Woohooooo, my hands are so itchy. No, it's not sick stuff assholes. Stop thinking wildly, especially you hp, your head's all dirty now. Sucker. HAHAHA Speaking of which. I got 1 year to find the best possible way to trick Nina. Argg, remembering the other day makes me feel like smacking her. Hahahaha I like jogging. Takes my mind off for awhile and the best thing, it never comes back. Gives me time to sort things out slowly. Shall just wait for boon now. Apparently, he's lost in Singapore, yet, again. LOL HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOREEN Cheers ! Bye ;D Thursday, December 17, 2009; ( 11:16 AM )
I stared at my computer screen for half an hour, and i recieved an email from my father. It was an essay. That essay was so real, it tells the realities of life. A mother wishing all the best for her daughter. The title was "What the modern woman wants". I thought it was a boring piece of essay, but i was wrong. It was intriguing, fantastic. They said "It was a powerful moving and ironical critique of modern restlessness and its potentially cruel consequences" Best of all, it was written by a 15 year old. Yes, a 15 year old, winner of the annual Commonwealth essay Competition. I wish i could copy and paste it here for you all to read. But it's long. Some other time maybe. I stared at my computer screen for another long while, and i goggled "Inspirational Stories". I like this one, it's short but eye-opening. One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, “How was the trip?” “It was great, Dad.” “Did you see how poor people live?” the father asked. “Oh yeah,” said the son. “So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?” asked the father. The son answered: “I saw that we have one dog and they had four. "We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. "We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. "Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. “We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. “We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. “We have walls around our property to protect us, they have friends to protect them.” The boy’s father was speechless. Then his son added, “Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are.” I woke up at 8+ today, with many thoughts in my head. Round and round it went. This month, lots of things happen, or rather, this holiday. So many things are going on around me, it's moving so fast that i'll be out of breath soon. I dun have a day left, to rejuvenate myself from the holidays. I'm running out of time and i dun have the stamina to pursue it anymore. Or rather, i'm just, exhausted. I remembered going to beijing during one of my secondary school years. Entered this temple, whose prediction on the future was said to be extraordinary and very real. Well, it was real. I remembered vividly, what it said. "...your seniors will help you along the way...roundabouts in life..." The former came true, and things before that too. But i'm starting to doubt, the latter. A great deal of my life so far, I've just been finding excuses or rather roundabouts. I could wriggled my way round problems, found alternatives, solutions which are irrational and painful decisions along the way. But this time round, there isn't any way. I had to deal with it, head to head, face to face, squeezing every ounce of my brain juice. I know i'll regret if i tried to find alternatives, because there are no second chances this time round. Time isn't waiting for me, not any more. "Tuesdays with Morrie". I'll really love, to internalize happiness, sadness and all the other feelings. The power of internalizing feelings, knowing what to feel at the correct time. But, when it comes to the A levels, does internalizing fear, drives away the conscious or subconsciousness of not making it to the U? I realize, i'm taking things for granted these days. It's time to do something about it. If god would grant me a wish now. I will certainly hope to talk to a wise person whose thoughts are so matured, opinions so insightful, knowledge so deep and somehow, enlighten me, giving me hints and signs of what to do here on. Zai jian.
; ( 9:53 AM )
Woke up kinda early today. Caught up with some my favourite shows on the internet. Went over the school to study. Meiying was retarded, something happened to her face, and she gave me this clue of. "the housefly fly away" Took me some time to realise. LOL. Jun zhe, aaron and cheena nina came after that. And somehow, i struggled through atomic structure and fought with gases. I felt, screwed up. I din know how to write the answers, i forgot alot of things. Time was not on my side. I felt like running tonight when i came back from school But i thought, sleep will be a better therapy for now. Bye.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009; ( 7:38 PM )
Beauty Shit, i think i'm really suffering from jetlag
And just when i thought i wasnt. it's 7pm now and i'm feeling super tired already. Back in frisco, it should be midnight now. That explains it. I'm so dam tired. Screw it! Morning, wake up. Afternoon, bugis with mavis and yanheng. Impromptu. But it was super fun as usual Evening, mavis house Night, Shannon's house I'm suppose to deliver presents. But i realize, i rush out and forgot to bring all of them. Dang That's what i pratically did today. No homework nothing. And speaking of homework, i feel dam screw up now. There are tons of homework just waiting for me to go and do them. They are like, adjacent to my table, and it sucks just looking at the work My god, i know i need to do them, but come on, i just touched down yesterday. When i was on the bus today, i recalled how much work there was. And A shiver went down my spine Cause i think, i dun have enough days to finsh all the work. Fuckk. Seriously, Fuck-ed. Bugis with m and y was very very fun. Spent our time over lunch talking about all the birthday surprises we give each other and xmas exchange. I love all the birthday surprises, each person has it's own "theme" every time lah. I'll never forget, my secondary school birthdays. Awesome ttm. Speaking of xmas next week, this year, it's 10 bucks per present. Wo De Tian. I dunno what to buy lah! Must be useful somemore. Plus plus, i no time to make presents already. My brain isnt cooperating much either. I think it's in idle mode or something. I should hit the Enter button, soon. I got alot of things to do now. And i really really mean alot of things to do. But guess what, i dun want to start yet. I want to enjoy somemore, and play somemore, before i start doing all the crap i'm supposed to do. Well, give me a night or a day I promise, i'll start, soon. Somehow, i feel, all this was already planned out long before. Before i went for a holiday, i knew i had alot of things coming my way after i came back. Homework, planning and more planning, going out. I guess, lao tian ye has already seen this coming. That's why, somehow, he's telling me to start doing work. And stop being extremely, extremely Lazy and procrastinating all day. I'm dam angry with myself today. Carelessness got the better of me. I knew i had to install and do all the shit again. And idk why i actually deleted my nokia suite last time. What was i thinking. I could have avoided alot of things today, but i was too lazy to think and start moving my body. I felt, i knew, i could have. But i did not. I just remembered. I was suppose to post a picture of a burger for cheena nina. Another day perhaps. She's so so so so so so so so asking for a smack on her head sometimes. HAHAHA. Bye ;D Monday, December 14, 2009; ( 4:28 PM )
Rest of the pictures Facebook. Blogger takes forever to upload. Before i start.
Thanks for all the well wishes before i left Singapore. Really appreciate it alot guys. Thanks thanks ;D. My 3rd consecutive trip to the us. Somehow or rather, this time round, i find it the best out of the 3 San Fransico is beautiful Las Vegas is hot The phrase "Picture speaks a thousand words" is useful here. There's practically so much to say, that i'm so lazy to type. I think i shop and shop and shop and shop Alot this time round. Somemore got my cousin around, even better. Oh, and it's chilly cold in frisco. So cold, i could not even smile properly So cold, my face felt constipated most of the time. So cold, my hands felt like they were in the freezer for a gazillion years. But somehow, I miss the weather CAUSE IT'S SO DAM HOT IN SINGAPORE. Screw it What happens in Vegas, remains in Vegas! Vegas is dam hot, my god. I freaking loveee las vegas. We actually spent one whole day, walking the street of vegas, visiting every hotel. Cause every hotel has a unique theme of their own. For example like, i stay at circus circus, the theme is circus Cassars palace will be mythlogy. I want to go see the grand canyon and all the attractions there. But it's so dam expensive. A 1 day trip cause around 169 us per person. We got 4 of us, do you maths. 169 multiply by 8.1% because of tax, then mulitply by 1.4, because of exchange rate. Sian 1/2 Flight back from frisco to hongkong was great. I saw showers of falling stars. I regret not taking a photo. Dam! Bye ;D Wednesday, December 9, 2009; ( 2:49 PM )
I am HEREEEE TO BLOGGGGG WO DE TIANNNN Sorry, kinda high. Actually, I very lazy to type everything. San fransico is BEAUTIFUL! I LIKE! Shopping, shopping, shopping. I bought super super lots of apparel. Though, after looking at tons of photos, i miss Singaporeans. That's all. Oh nonono, there's one more STUPID IW. IT'S 50 CENTS YOU BITCH! HAHAHA. Eat that sucker! ;D BYE ;D Wednesday, December 2, 2009; ( 8:07 PM )
Mixed feelings ![]() Picture grabbed from Nina Bye 1s18. I really enjoyed the times and laughter that we all had together as a class. U make my 17th year wonderful Hello 2s16 ! I have to see Nina, boonhan, aaron, jacinthe, huiling, jocelyn and eileen are in the same class as me next year! Andd, sigit also! Plus 2 of his friends. Weeee, thank god, i know almost half the people in my class lah. ;D But dam it! FAC in my class lah, 1 more year with her. She, reminds me of the pain in pw. The pain of, we know what >.> Quite alot of fun people in s17 also. I have a feeling, our class and s17 class ganna be very close. And that reminds me, "you suck, suck like gravity" is ganna be in s15, ahhh, morning assembly see her alr. LOL Early morning, had physics lecture. I understand physics! Electricity is kinda easy. 3 cheers! Went over to hougang mall to had that humongous big sandwich again. Wah, their big fish, the fish really really really really really, dam, big lah! LOL. Rush back to school to hear year head address after that. It was kinda, nice. When she said, "Suffer these 10months then you can enjoy 30 years of life. Where else can you get such good stuff in life?" I said, kinda loudly, Meiying's house. Really lah. Damit! LOL Sv was cute also, he suddenly had a outburst of laughter. LOL Just when i thought cca started at 3.30. It started at 2pm. Thank god 32pointer came over and tell me ah. If not, i think i'll miss my fortnight shoot already. Speaking of fortnight shoot, yeaaaa. 486, new personal best. Next fortnight must go 500 already. I had a drift of concentration while shooting just now. Dam it. Need to train a little more. Had a short party in canteen after that Somehow, i wasnt really that high. In actual fact, i was kinda quiet. Which, is definitely so unusual of me. Perhaps i was tired, just did not have the mood to talk. Plus, the people who usually gets high with me are not there too. Gahhh. Thanks teachers for the treat though. Really appreciate it ;D I'm going San Fransico tomorrow, than to vegas! Back on 15th December, afternoon. Somehow, i feel excited sometimes. Somehow, i feel like not going sometimes. I want to go vegas, i want to see how it because from a desert, to a city of lights. And more lights! Vegas, reminds me of the awesome 21 show. ;D Today's talking failed. Bimbo had to go esplanade. Left me and bitch. Din talk much too, just went to buy waffle and seperate ways after that. Aww, it's so sad to see all my classmates with me for 10 months. saying goodbye 1 by 1. Except Nina, and those in s16 next year. N-I-N-A leh. Dam it :(. HAHAHA Alot of humans are going for their GCE soon, the time when i'm overseas too. When i'm back from frisco, dam i swear, I'll definitely have bbq sessions, going out to have dinner etc etc I'm so ganna miss everybody in Singapore. Bon voyage jacinthe. HAVE FUN! ;D I really really, appreciate the thoughts everybody has been sending me. Thanks a million. You guys made my day ;D Bye! For at least 12 days! ;D Tuesday, December 1, 2009; ( 10:07 PM )
I know my blogskin got problem. But wait till i'm back from San frans than do something about it. Kinda lazy now. Somehow or rather, i have no mood to do anything now No mood to laugh No mood to entertain No mood to sms No mood to go for chalet No mood to go san frans Just, no mood. Tomorrow's the last day as 1s18. Not trying to be sentimental or what but, it's the last day Gahh, we can easily say meet up or what But you know it, in our hearts. It's ganna be very hard to meet up. There's a god dam mosquito on my leg now. PIAK, missed. Anyway, it's getting late and i should go to bed already. Somehow, i dunno what to feel now. If i can invent something, i will really want to invent a machine that allows me to know what other people are really thinking off I think i'll be super hot-seller. Cause really, sometimes, i really want to know what people are thinking. So that, things can really proceed smoothly and everything. God, something is wrong with me. And i know already. The worst thing is, i cant type it out here. Gahh, nvm, another blog. Humans change very fast. I cannot believe my eyes how fast things are progressing these days already. Is putting down and forgetting really that easy. It never was, and it never shall be. At least for me. Boon made alot of sense in his words the other day. Like the first time. Xiong di too. "Change is the only Constant" quoted from huiyi. I so agree to that so much Before i forget THANK YOU HUIYI ! My god, cheer up too melody. :D Byeee.
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