Maths Lecture : We had a few series of maths lectures. Let me tell you, i think, i pratically, at least! Dozed off in all the lectures. We did integration, and god, it's super boring! Lecturer just goes on and on and on, and we listen. Omgg, i feel like jumping down the building before going maths lectures. To top things off? The tutorials were not being kind either by being easy. Dam you integration, along with you f(x) f`(x) ln, trigo, substituion, integration by parts. Pleaseeee, go away and dun haunt meee. Boo

Econs Lecture : Actually, i think the only time i fell asleep during econs lecture, was today. Cause, idk why. Macro was super boring, it feels as if i was going through a geography lectures, with all the indicators and GDP creeps. But still, the previous lectures were okay, it had a very soothing effect when i grasp the concept of something. I love it :D

Chemistry Lecture : I think it's the after effects of promos or something like that. I got phobia towards chemistry already. It's like, ionic eqm is really a pain in the ass, and organic chem had to be the 'unique' one and try to look smart by giving us another few sets of headache. Ahhh, shannon, get back into studies, you dun want to do badly for A's next year.

Gp lecture : For 1 wierd reason or another, i kinda like gp lectures. There were videos shown almost every lecture, and it feels nice to get out of that old, boring, powerpoint slides along with those AQ questions and techniques, to actually watch a video and after that, doing the homework. It's so much better! I like the lecturer tooo, she's o.m.g humourous. HAHAHA

"You suck! You suck like Gravity!" Quote from Wan Leng

Anyway, we spent our breaks playing cards, some did homework, revising a little here and there. Making lots and lots of laughter. It's really nice to laugh, when things are getting so stressed, especially with all those disgusting lectures going on, it really does wonders when we laugh. Uh huh!

Today, in general, kinda sucked even though bitch bimbo and the rest were there. It felt and seems like, something is bothering me, when i dun even know what is it. Okay, maybe i knew, but i cannot do anything to like, prevent this from happening or doing something to stop this. This few weeks since lecture started was really like a chore to me. I din felt like doing anything. No motivation, totally nothing. I feel like going out, to scream shout play. At least i'll feel better after that. Or will i not?

Sometimes, when the current moves so fast, we just have to follow it, cause we have no power, no authority, nothing, but ourselves.

I want to talk to some people, but the weather and the atmosphere aint cooperating. It feels as if everyday, something so heavy is weighing on my chest. And it does not feel good. Noo, it DOES not feel good.

Fellow Teo asked me yesterday, whether i enjoyed this year. I said, yes. Then i changed my mind upon second thought. I did not enjoy this year as much. Even though jc is more lively and everything around me including me seems to be so happening this year. The feeling i get in sr is different. It feels welcomed to be in sr, but at the same time, it feel different to be in sr. :(

I aint really enjoying my life like how i used to last year. Everything seems so fast paced and surreal. Now, i know why Singaporeans like to go overseas and study.

Bye, and for once, :(