But fat and chubby told me something, and i'm pretty much flared out now

FACE THE WALL, BANG AND DIE LAH! LOL

This week, seemed especially long and hard. Like really, long and H.A.R.D. Long, because the days of waiting for lessons to come seems neverending lah! It's like, wait and wait and wait. Lessons for 1 hour, wait and wait and wait

I totally have no motivation to pick up my lecture book and start flipping through the pages and studying already. I dunno, my brain dosen't want to absorb anything that i'm reading these days.

Like, yesterday's maths lecture, integration, i totally din catch anything. I turn left, turn right, turn behind, chitchat, do personaility test.

Alright, i made a vow to myself just now, the weekend, i will compile my chemistry lecture notes and tutorial, and go bind them on Monday like how Ly did it. Super nicee. And i intend to

Really study econs market failure, do maths malcurian and understand yesterday's lecture on integration. Do gp, do physics tutorial.

Alot of things, yea there really is alot. But jc life, i gotta push on, even though it's the holidays. I ask for it. so...

Today, lessons end at 10.30. I forgot what i did, but i stayed in school till 7 plus, reach home at 8. Talking about bbq stuff

Bitch told me it's ganna rain next week too. Better check the forecast again and see wether anything goes wrong.

Fuck, why doesnt things just go my way these days. I've had enough of you life. Give me a break. For god's sake.

Bye ;D