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Hello hello hellooo, i very motivated to blog suddenly
But i have no idea what i want to blogggggggggggggggggg.

Saturday and Sunday, well weekendss are plain jane peter dick tom harry boring ! Din went out, stayed at home and play play play. Kay kay kayyy anti-social right ! HAHAAA, slap you if you think that, cause it's been an extemely long time since i ever stayed at home during weekends already
And its kinda rejunvenating.
Alsoo, i fail maths people. Wtf i knowww, Deeply dissapointeddd, moodless to go out. Oh fuckk itt, what a way to end the friday with me knowing my maths result. The worst paperrrrrr. Though it's actually the easiest but oh-so-clever shannon din study for it.
Bang wall and die lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Shooting selections on fridayyy, Oh it was fun, i like shooting suddenlyyyyyyyyyyy. Okay at that point. ;D. Had econs lectureee which was utterly boring ! But finshed alreadyyy and there's this mission x going on, and it's lasting the entire smester. WTFFF LAHHH, i thought only june holis, but after reading through the template. Eh screw it.
Headed to hougang mall with victor and junzhe, ate pepper lunchhh and homed ;D
And TANSHILIII finshed her gp test already. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr. grats ! hahaaa ;D

Let's seee, there's pe exam tomorrow. I hate anatomy -.-. Teres minor Teres major. Rhomboid minor Rhomboid major, Datissimus Dorsi, Supraspinatus, subscapularis, deltoid. And that's only the upperrrr part lah ! Still got bottom part ! And there's 7 other more chapters. Greatt, beautiful and hot sunday gone like that !
Best thing, i forget already.
I dunno why, saturday was very peaceful. I din use the computer, i hardly even sms that day, Surf the net, stare into blank space, and obviously eat -.-. Gooooddd time for me to sleep, relax yaya papaya jazzzz.
Some stuff to really look forward too during june
Study -.-
Farewell party for j2's !
Yanheng's ridculous birthday !
Class bbq ?
Out, go out !
Project work -.-

Tomorrow's a new week ! 1st week of juneeee !
Letsss seee.
Monday - Shooting pw
Tuesday - Pw
Wednesday - Shooting
Thursday - WTF I'M FREE COME ON LET'S GO OUT !
Friday - Shooting
Saturday - TANSHILI !
Sunday - WTH I'M FREE BUT DUN ASK ME OUT YET !

And there's this extremely big moth in my room now. And so hello grandmother / grandfather, can you kindly please fly away after seeing your grandson cause he needs to sleep. Thanks alot. Byebyeeeee









REPLY TO TAGSSS.

PJ: lol. i was selling the tickets at the booth this morning.forgot to look at the time. but its at night. like other concerts, its at Esplanade Concer Hall.. The big big, grand grand one. lol
Shannon` Hello hello ! i'm not goingggg, sorry. I give you my 100000000% support okay ! ;D OH yeaa, we must meet up one dayyy, Very long never see you all already ;D

shili: hahas:DD GREAT!! Takecares!
Shannon`Hahahaaa take care too ! ;D

Wan Ting: waaa. u this lion very weired leh . i good or bad also cannot. then u want me to do what ? EAT U UP ARHH!
Shannon`Hahaa kay kayyy, the you be neither good nor bad, be in the middle lah ! hahaa, can eat dog boneee, very nicee okay. Haha !

yanheng: lols. i forget what andy said also. XD
Shannon`Fuck off kay ;D.

DARILYN: thankyou [;
Shannon`Welcomeee, HAHAAA YOUR MAID IS GONE =X

meiiihuii[:: hey..link miie?
Shannon`Hey hello ! and your link issss ? ;D

Bye ;D


P.s. Fly kite Fly kite All the rest can go fly kiteeeee


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HELLO HELLO.
Yeaa and emily just hiiiiiiii

At junzhe house nowwww, people doing chem and im so BOREDDD

Edit*

Left after awhile with nina for pe lecture ! Eh seriously smackkk pe lahhh, we walked all the way there for like 15mins sweating like crappp, go there enjoy the aircon for like half an hour ? Then track allll the way back to jun zhe housee. The weather's killing mee.
Girlsss were still doing chem when we came back, went up, saw a game of dota. Long timee since i ever see that game alreadyyyy
Brings back memories yo.

Went down, victor taught them level 7. Started playing and laughing and shouting. Kayy it was fun. Seriously, i think some people veryyyyyy funnnyyyy ! HAHAAA, kay emily and ly left after that, finshed the game.
Junzhe danced chickyyy dance ! Kayy, it was funnyyy. Salute to meiying and regionald. They din talk at ALLL ! throughout the game. Eh daphneee, your tong lei already. hahaa !
Played bridgeee and then left for home

Thinking about midyear's just kills my mood. God, give me some motivation. I want to studyy, but mid year's pulling meee, I see no reason to push forward.
Bit by bit though, i'll make it.

Bye ;D


P.s Goodluck for your gp test tomorrowww ;D


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I've been really happy with my life these few days
For once, i felt i'm really me. Mid year's finally over. Many things are ganna happen during the whole june holidays and it may suck
But it may rawks till the earth falls down like not literally.
Things are ganna great i guess. Well, at least it seems and it's ganna continue being that way for our pw group and other matter's outside that.
I swear

Shooting thought me something today. At first i thought, wow, its ganna be 3 hours. And cause its been a long time that i have touched my gun. I sorta suck at it. I need to find back that wierd feeling during my last training session, which well, exceededd what i thought i could do
The thin line between
Being relax & being settled
We shoot, to get the target, to get our groupings together, to score well and obviously had fun
Yet today, after what mr ng told us. That feeling to once again shoot, well. started coming back. And i had fun after that
To shoot, to be relaxed, settled yet giving our an aura that makes people feel peculiar and shoot with a smile. Combine with other factors, makes ur shots really well. It's difficult. That's why
FOCUS ! ;D
Give it your best shot.

hahaaa, okay anyway, after shooting had this pe lecture for like 1 hour in LT1. Okay i swear it was super fast, cause at first it was suppose to last 3 whole hours which was like wtf ! But it ended quite fast though. Then, sudden decision to go over to junzhe house to like play ? Walked there with nina. Must keep distance from her already, everytime complain hot. Confirm it's me. HAHAAAA, okay joking -.-
Reached and they were mahjong-ing. Played a game also
Followed by bridge, then true or dare before leaving to meet mavis they all
Oh it was fun ! ;D

Had foodcourt, shit. I should not have ordered the chicken wingggg. Walaooo, can die lah. Nehneh pok. Slappppp. Pop by at hougang mall with heng to find andy, which to no avail. Went to his block downstairs to find him.
Well, obviously we talked.
And talked
And talked
I think it's super nice talking to them lor. Like seriously, we can scold each other and the next moment nothing happens. Great, to relieve stress. I mean, take it at a postive light lah ! For laughsss ;D
And as usual, heng made a fool out of himself.
SHITTT I CANNOT REMEMBER WHAT ANDY SAID. I WANTED TO POST IT. AH SCREWED.
Kay chill.

Pop by at some random vegetarian restaurant to makan. Then home.
Cheers ! Tomorrow got project work in school. Early morning. Wtff die already lah. I want to sleeeeeeeep. Screwed.

Kayy, i got somethings to say to like a few of my friends cause ya. Drum rolls`

Huiyi ; Okay postive side, 4a1 REALLYYY not bad already lor ! Considered good already. Seriousss, like 10x better then mine. Hahaaa, just maintain like that and i'm sure ure' do well for your end of year's and maybe o levels ! Trust me ! Hahaa, study hard luh! I'm sure you can do it. If ure' stress in class, well go home relax or you can just get high and start screaming ur name. Na ni jiu HUI zuo ni the Exams le ! Hahaa ! Cheers lah Huiyi ! Oh yeaa, i forgot tell you. Your face quite round actually. hahaaa !

Sinhui ; Eh. i not so bad go and gloat over ur results one okay ! Hahaa, how come did well, so badly. Din study isit ! Hahaaa. Nobody is hopeless lah idiot ! Anywayy, holidays come already. Play hard first ;D. After that then study. Kayyy, i believe in you okay. Dun let me down for EOYss ;D

Mavis, Andy, Yanheng, Bronson ; Hello ! Sorry ar friends. Really din spend so much time with you all these days. Especially mavis lah ! It's okay if you have curfew. Next time okayyy. Ure' still a great friend ! And andy ar, make decisions quick or i'll smack you already. Hahaa, work hard, enjoy ur trip ! Finally, fuck off lah yanheng. Dunno what's wrong with your life and dick. ;D
Oh yea bronson ! Smack you also. Why you go die your hair. Ni zhe ge bu xiao zi.
3rd week June okay people ! ;D

Pengjie,sengchoon,daphne,melody etc etc ; All i can say is. I still remember you all and some random funny stuff you all did when we go out. It was nice spending my sec 3 and 4 years with you all. Seriously, you guys rocks to the maxzzz. June kayy, i text you all when we going out ;D

Shili ; Woooo darling ! Study hard okay ! Your mid years are coming already, and there would most probably be a storm coming ! Hahaaa, but dun worry. Clouds float away when the wind blows. Move on and you will do well ! Though we really will meet up less often but yeaa ! I misss you ! ;D

Jc friends ; Smackss, ure nice peopple. Hey give me a break ! Type very long already. Hahaa, next time then i type kayyy ;D.

Bye ;D


P.s Workhard for your exams. Dun give up ! ;D





Reply to tags


shili: HEY YO!!! CHEERIOS!! ME is jus a start!! Strive harder!! No emo yaman?? u can do it!! jiayous
Shannon` Hahaa, wun. I got over it already. Some random channel 8 drama today sort of, motivated me ;D

May: Hello.. Add my birthday... My birthday is on 12 april 1996
Shanno` Hey hello ! Okay will add soon. happy belated birthday ;D

Wan Ting: hahas. i win ! okay la, dont say i am so evil . get well soon .
Shannon` Where got you win. you must be joking ! hahaa ;D. Kay kay, thanks. Got motive isit. Suddenly so nice. Lolsss ;D

PJ: lol. sorry to spam....support please,,, support me... the $15 tickets sold out le... sms okay?LOL

PJ: OH YA! want support me? 3rd June TPJC performing arts got perf. at esplanade...support me leh, its holidays anyway... ask mel, SL SCall come lar. 20 bucks, i know a lot but you'll to see me you see.

PJ: wah didn't know shannon took my tags so seriously. reply me such a long___??? anyway,last week to survive and its HOLIDAYS!! opps. no holidays fo me, ITS STUDY MONTH!!

Shannon` Woah slap you already. So much ! hahaa. Yeaa, dunno leh. Was just telling you to study hard. Good friend right ! HAHAAA, oh yea, You all got no holidays. Must mug hard for midyear. OPPSSSS, i think i have. Eh paiseh ar. ask you come sr dun want ! hahaaa ;D. Kay yea, i sms like shili already. e walaooo ! 20bucks leh so much ! Anywayy, what time when where. ;D
Text me when you see this ;D

Ly: LOL, your blog so dark! :S scary! (
Shannon` Hahaaa, where got dark. okay maybe. ;D

DARILYN: idiot ! dedication for you . you'll gloat . trust me .
Shannon` Screw you lah ! Ask you study you dun want ! Hahaa, but it's over already so dun go thinking about it yeaa. Wait above got dedication already. ;D


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HELLO PEOPLE
Cousins are currently at house playing wii now.
And they are screaming outside over mario kart.
Gosh. haaa ;D
& and i realise something. Is it just us or isit you also
But jc people when they go out
Even for dinner, we wear until quite nice, cause yea
WE RARELY CAN GO OUT LIKE WTFF.

Went out yesterday to met TANSHILI, Dinnerrr at compass ;D
Pop by at hougang mall to get some stuff.
Wanted go j8 but yeaa, too late already. I think the shops all closed.

Bishh, and i feel so tired today. And the humid weather aint helping. Screw global warming

Bye ;D


P.s Ehhh, rainbow ! ;D


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Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep. - Carl Sandburg
This is the first time i've seen people describe life as a food. It make so much sense

Play along, Feel the joy, Chase the beat.
Life is great, so live it well


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Curiosity kills the cat
Ignorance is bliss

Such contradiction. Mid year's are finally over, and i feel so screwed up throughout the whole exam okay.
Gp, chinese, econs and maths.
All the paper that have a probablity to fail.
Yaaaa maths. I know, like wtf.

It's because of my maths paper, that suddenly i felt so sadd, so. Not me.
And after that, i swear that i will study so so so so hard for chemistry.
I need an A and all the while i thought maths was the one

When i did the econs paper, i realise how unprepared i am. I thought i knew, but it's a different thing inside the exam hall. I dunno what's wrong. I should start listening closely in class. The importance of her words. Sigh

But that day when i did the maths paper. My mind went blank.
Binomial, one of the easiest topic. How could i forget, 10 marks fly away just like that.
Mi, why din i practice even more questions ? If only, i could have get the proving and the last one correct.
APGP, why din i go and revise and do even more. I thought i could prove, yet ?
I so so regretted this whole episode. I'm sorry.

Went home and mugged for chem. And really mugged. Until 1 plus in the morning. The whole lecture notes, memorise the solubility and stuff. Did questions over and over again. I dunno why, i felt so affected by the maths paper. And yet i'm still unprepared. Desperate for that A.

Physics, i din know the calculation. But the rest was easy. Derived equations. 3mark. Wtf.
What is this, shit.

June holidays, okay. Shannon's ganna become so smart during term 3. It's time to focus during term 3. Foooooooccccccccuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssssss.

Okay bright side already ;D

Morning woke up, went breakfast at like 10plus. Screw it lah, i can cut roti prata with my fork and spoon okay. Hahaaa ;D. Went back school. Studyed talked slacked. Cannot take it already lahh, mugged and questioned myself so many times yesterday for physics until sian alreadyy. Stayed till 7.30, acomplished quite alot. Cheers ;D
Had shooting after my paper. The feeling's just not right to shoot. It's been 2 weeks, really super off form and on target. I could not focus, my mind was wandering. My hand was tired, my mind was exhausted, my body felt weak. I dunno why. 70 shots seem so hard suddenly.
Headed over to find the rest of the people to go plaza for swensens. LIKE FINALLYYYY, its been ages since i went out to eat lah ! They talk alot, oh super lot ! But it was super funn, it was nice laughing. Cheers ;D
OHHHHHHHHHHHHH, swensens grilled samba fish is a scam -.-

Girls went to shop ? And we walked around and started talking.

Reached home.
I miss the birds and the insects around the fruits on the tree. The fruits are bloomed but they aint coming anymore. The yellow bird is gone, so beautiful yet redundant.
Life is so fragile.
I dunno why, but i really want to study during term 3. I got a bad feeling when school reopens after june. Things are ganna go so fast. And i dun want to lag behind.

It's 10pm but the night still feels so young. Play hop scream and all that jazz.

Bye ;D


P.s Happy 19months yesterday ! ;D





REPLY TO TAGS

shili: hahas:D YAAAA:( i miss everything little things of 4e2!! the si da tian wang, our clique the teacher and everything!!! btw, jiayous for the MYE!! wahaha:D all the way. u havf my support:)
Shannon, Hahaaa ! Yeaa, you 4 always the top in the whole level one lah ! I miss the teachers, it was when it lasted ! Yeaa, screwed up my mid years already lah. Dieee

wan ting: hmmmmmm.. maybe u can try putting. i wont mind actually , cuz u are a lion too. xD
Shannon, hahaaa. Nice try. I stop roaring nowadays already. Sorethroat lah deh ;D

PJ: thank goodness its after june hols. if not i die, can't catch up.we got silver. lol SRJC got bronze, and its the only choir that got bronze, but at least better than JJC, COP.
Shannon, you better study real hard ! Dun later mid year you did quite badly, then affect pw and stuff. hahaa ! ;D Yeaa, SORRY LAHHH. our choir like a few years old only. hahaa ! Serious ? Oh yeaa, melody asked me to text you all come out one day, but i haven do so =x

DARILYN: Cheers ! D
Shannon, Smacks !


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Oh, how i miss 4e2.

Slacked alot today, Din really did much work
I need gp tuition, my gp really suckss after i read some stuff in broader perspective today. Oh godd.
On the bright side, i finshed econs, like FINALLY after writing 6 essays for her. Screw it. Mye's in a week's time. Cheers ! ;D
Ganna have dinner with may tomorrow. ;D

Bye ;D


P.s Hahh, and in the end you really had that photo there. ;D


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Shili was doing something dumb. HAHAHA ;D
Kites that are flown around sengkang is really a nice view. Whenever i pass by there, it feels different. Oh i want to fly a kite, though i dun know. Yesss i know, i dun fly kite during my tong nian okay ! I want to learn
Cause i wanna fly the stuffs away, though i know ultimately it will come back
Because a kite comes back after it has flown, always, with
Strings attached.

I am seriously having a lack of sleep nowadays !
I woke up at like 9am today to go to 3 temples before meeting TANSHILI to study at burger king
Oh and burger king at compass is super nice now. There's this table that's in a sqaure form, i mean the chusions and people can really chill out there. I want try that somedayyy
I'm seriously exhausted that even my mother's fren could tell that i was tired. Though i din felt like it at that moment.
I guess a face tells a million words.

Anywayyy, 2 essays in 4 hours. Cheers ! Did econs all the way. Oh it was nice writing price adjustment process. It's in my head now. I hope mid year, it comes out. Though it's highly unlikely because there are other chapters and this already came out for the first lecture test. which. I passed? with an E. Shit.

Bought my dumbbells and writable dvd+r andd some other stuff which i totally forgot already


and the list goes on and on

Bye ;D


P.s Oh ? you are growing muscles. Incredible hulk. hahaaa ;D


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FYI: These two pictures are taken from the SAME overhead bridge. I din on flash or anything for the 2nd picture ! It was just like that. The 1st picture was towards the ending of the overheadbridge
Point across, keep perservering cause through everything, you learn and gain enlightment. Inserts *halo ;D
Negative side, there are always 2 faces to something.

Cheers already lah, 1 week is FINALLY over !

This week was rather, okay. I like it, well kind of.

Monday
Let's see, school was just like that. hahaa ! ;D.
If i remebered correctly, i stayed back after school to did some work before leaving for home. Cheers !

Tuesday
My hair did not get caught during CT period today. There was this grooming check. WOAH heng ar ! ;D. Lessons was as per normal, nothing interesting. Chemistry was very dry, class was exceptionally quiet that day. All want to sleep lahhh ;D.
Econs was kind of fun ;D
After school, met eileen and emily to study before home.

Wednesday
MY 5 STATIONS, STANDING BROAD JUMP JUST BY 5 CM. nehneh, got to retake on friday lahhhh. suck balls. I could not jump, come on, my leg was super pain okay. Had to paste 2 plasters over my wound so that i can wear socks !
Sit up - 43
Pull up - 3
Standing broad - 211
Sit and reach - 43
Shuttle run - 10.0
And i'm ganna retake on friday. I want my silver. ;D
oh that was last week pe. ;D
Went gym today.
Physcis was funny, qiyuan was a heart breaker. haha ! ;D
Stayed back to do kind of work ? I dunno, met mdm tan for gp essay short consulation, went down to concourse to join the rest doing maths. Talked with eunice for awhile, ate some food. Boomm, home ;D

Thursday
Econs concept writing test. 1/5. LOL
Chemistry lecture test, kinda easy. Hoping for an A cause i desperately want an A. It's relatively, easy ;D
Pw, sigh. Our boon han aka snowman is gone for good. Can die during physics. Super boring, did lots of work.
After school, studied with eileen and emily. Okay not study, talk instead. For like half an hour until 6.30
Today was a, failed study session. hahaa ! Ernest was screwed up too. lols ! ;D

Friday
I swear i will NEVER wear 2 shirts to school ever again. Sweated like a monster when i reach school lah ! Girls had their 2.4km. Headed down to assemble
Oh yeaa, jokes do have a limit dude, try harder and stop commenting ya. Dun go get urself into more trouble.
PE retook 5 stations
Pull up 3, cher said 1 not counted = 3 dam
Sit and reach 45,
Broad jump 220
sit up 43
shuttle run 10
Cheers. Silver for nafa already. ;D. My gold, so close. wtf lah ! grr
Had gp, fell asleep.
Chinese, had a test. I think the sleep during gp kept me awake in gp. I could like concentrate quite alot on this test. Confirm no more s grade already. Broader prospective is VERY nice to read. I swear.
Had some shooting meeting to decide on the t shirt
Went to meet boon han nina ernest chorlin and pauline after that. Did gpp, quite fast i must say
Victor came, met them and off we went running for 2.4km. I never felt so nervous as just now before the run can. Cause silver was on the line and if i remember, when in janurary i run. it was 13.40. LOL. Like shittt !
Thanks to wait, quite alot of people.
Emily, Emilene, Melody, Jacinthe, Regionald, Meiying, Chorlin, Jun Zhe, Qiyuan
Cause they cheer me and victor on all the way from 1st lap to the last lap. Thanks alot! PARTLY =x cause of you guys, i ran lah. If not later walk, sure tio kan by them. ;D
Last dash with daniel was very fun ;D
Compass with victor emily and emilene for dinner. Ajisen !
Woah like dunno how many 1@$#%&*^%$#@ ages never eat already lah !
After that, TANSHILI ! wing and the rest came. Okay super wierd but no matter. ;D. Went kfc, wait for them to finsh before leaving
Oh it was fun while and nice ! ;D

Tomorrow most probably ganna meet TANSHILI ! for studyyy ! CHEERRRS ! ;D

Bye ;D


P.s. SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO longggggggggg never talked already. Tomorrow OKAYY ! ;D


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Firstly, to dearest tanshili !
Dun give up ! Keep on persisting and your mental power must be superr strong okay. We have not seen each other for a super long time already because well, we're super busy but still, remember what we talked about today in the morning alright! We can have a long break very soon after exams, so in the mean time. we must keep it going ! yeaa, i might not express much on my blog but you know eh, i still have you in my mind when i blog !
Keep on living, cheers ! ;D

I finally know how to differentiate between the
One i love
People i need
Peeps who you like

Alright, today early morning woke up by a total of 7 messages ? Cause suddenly my handphone keep vibrating and i realise that my hp lag so din see all the messages. Most of them is the remindal of bring thermometers tomorrow. even mdm and miss neo called me in the afternoon to remind me so yeaa, ;D. Yanheng was the idiot one which text me to wake up and start changing to meet them to study,
So yes, i had second thoughts actually, cause i really wanted to sleep
But !
I din want to stay at home, though i know i'll most probably slack alot by going out. Shoots, i dun care. for now ;D

Met up with mavis yanheng and yingqing at mavis house voiddeck before going over to eat. Heng's still doing maths notes. -.-. HE'S GANNA FAIL MID YEAR. CHEERS ! ;D
Had nasi briani, wierd aweful silence during the whole meal, Than went mac to do work, andy came over and join us.
Wanted to go pool after that, but skip and went up to mavis house to play poker.
Oh it was fun
Ribena + vitagen + plain water and lychee drink, mixed into one !
And yingqing was the lucky one to drink half of the glass. Slaute. ;D

Quick and random games after that, bridge, watch tv, read the 8 days about the dresses and stuff. Oh it was fun. The comments made was so so. sacarstic and. eye-opener. hahahaa ;D
Down to had dinner, super exhausted by then already, my eyes could hardly open while eating, it's so blur anyway.
After that, wanted go home but something happened.

Sat outside mac to talk forawhile before going home. Mavis came and go. So did leechek
Hmm, i hope well. They continue leading their lives. Gotta keep on smiling and living on yeaa. It's hard but yea, take a break and there's a limit to what we can do so.
Just do it ;D

STUDIED ALL THE WAY HOME, SAMPLING. And i only got half of what the chapter expects of me. Oh, what a failure. Tomorrow's school already. New week new stuffs.
Start a week right and it right. Cheers ;D

Bye ;D


P.s This one is specially for you, to keep you in my mind ;D


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Bye April. Hello May !
Notice the punctuation, cause it tells many stuffs.
Nahh, i shall not blabber on about what has happened this whole month or more specifically, the last 2 weeks in school. School work and stuff, skip it.

This post is so ganna be anti climax because i cannot squeeze anymore brain juice to crack a joke and stuff. Cause fatique really kills. Sleep is so NOT proportionately to study okay ? It's a like a luxurious good. SUPER SUPER SUPER price elastic ? Study goes down, sleep rises more than proportiontely. Tadang ! Econs, something i learned just recently.
Anywayy, life's been full of up and down's these days.
Unexpected things happen at the inappopriate time and expected things din came along as planned.
Which led me to thinking,
Nahh, i shall not hope so much in life.
It's well, kind of not worth it at times.

Somehow or rather, i think this will be quite a long and mundane post because i'm sooo out of sorts now and i'm rather exhausted though i'm ganna continue to do redox later. Cause it's rather easy and ... you get the picture.

Thursday, stayed back till quite late. Nothing much happened in school
Friday, went out for dinner ! At swiss cafe, food's great, but i dunno how to appriciate it. i mean ! come on ! The food's toooo fresh, gives me the chills when i eat lah ! But i like the deserts, i mean who dosen, cakes and cakes, chocolate fundae and ice cream
Oh and ive been eating alot of mnm's in school these days. And when i turned behind to see 11% of fat, my jaw dropped ! Gosh !
And now we know why victor gain so much weight in a mere few days.
Met edmund clement bronson yanheng mavis at long john after consultation and i seem out of place suddenly. Life's like that anyway

Todayy, gp test in the morning. It's starting to be the norm to wake up early.
OH OH OH, who in the right mind will wake up at 10am on a saturday. I said this to someone, kinda irritating today. Pstttttt. hahaa ;D
The guys went to play l4d. Sigh.
Talked with Emily downstairs my house before spliting ways at hougang point. And well, there was not - as - much things to talked about today. I dunno, i guess i'm not in the right frame of mind to talk today. My mind drifts off somewhere else.

Met mavis and yanheng to study.
Miraclously i finshed my chemistry lah ! Cheers ! and yanheng's efforts were damned cause me and mavis drop the bombshell that amaths notes does not help. Oh the inner joy of sqaushing his feelings and crushing the paper he pain-stainkly wrote. HAHAHAA ;D
And now i'm homed blogging for awhile before going to finsh my chemistry.
Oh and i just realise something, entertaining is kinda fun sometimes. LOL !




Hmm, you all can actually stop here if ur'e actually reading, cause i dunno why i dun sense any excitement ? or smiles typing this post, so the next few paragraphs will be ... ya.

I like the night, for somesort of reason i dunno why. Yeaa, you look up at the sky and most probably start spoting stars and stuff but than the other dayy, i looked up and tried finding clouds.
It's not that easy to find, takes quite a bit of effort to start finding clouds in the night sky. Which made me realise that if i dun take the effort to do something, i guess i may only see the surface which is beautiful yet, unnatural. It's great isnt it, at least it's beautiful. Ignorance is bliss. Yeaa,
If only it was that easy. I think i should start see-ing things more inner-beautifully cause i'll miss out on many great stuffs if i dun start looking in that direction.
A tad effort may be great
A tad of too much effort may be so so, dam.

I've heard and read many things within this week. And i agree to somethings that people say, but can never experience what they have actually are feeling. I admire them for having the need to go through all these tough times espeecially now, cause well mid years are most probably around the corner. Life's great so keep on living cause great things come along when we live. Negative things teaches us things when we live.
I dunno why, whenever i heard of stories like these i tend to mule over it for awhile cause i think that they are really very strong despite everything. Simple and small things taught me many stuffs and i should reduce all my complains already. It's not worth it, i should appriciate my life and stuff.
But i just cannot help it but think, what if...

Recently, i've thought of many people whom i previously met and obviously i had lost contact with them now and it's quite refreshing to think what if we're still in contact now. How would everything be different form what it is now.
Me and some other people have seen much in our secondary school years. Gosh, when will my... bah nevermind. I shall write it out somewhere on a foolscap or something. It'll be better.

It's so hard to pretend and awkard to feel when things are different within
Why is this like that
Why is that like this
Why does everything seem out of place.
I'm ganna have a nice year ahead. Shit.

I want to tell some people some nice stuff behind i go missing the next few days.

Andy, Brother! it's been a long time since we met, though shitass i'm ganna see you tomorrow i think ? Nevertheless, have fun studying and be a great stead alright. Cheers to you !

Mavis, Bitch! You know what, we really need to catch up and have a really really nice talk. Stay strong in life cause i know you will. Screw sevenlogies and start thinking straight ! Life's great. Cheers !

YanHeng, Fucker! Study hard and start listening in class before mavis screws you even more ! Ill send random texts of fuck off . Think properly before you do something. Life's fun! Cheers !

Gina, Sister! How's life eh. Study hard for mid year's and dun you go failing on your subjects. You owe me a dinner okay. Catch up some other day ! Life's tall ! Cheers !

Huiyi, Laoahum! Still complaining about teachers. Long time no text you already, catch up during june bah ! Be more motivated and study lah idiot ! Life's short ! Cheers !

MelodyL, So dead leh you, everytime study study ! Find a guy soon lah okay, Hot can cold, whatever ! Study hard in your arts class, see you in serangoon ! Life's cheerful ! Cheers !

Sengchoon, Gay friend ! Walaooo, so long never talk to you already lah ! Must meet up one day, i miss sitting beside you in class sia ! Study hard in nanyang ! Life's gay ! Cheers !

Pengjie, Side parting friend ! You still haven change ur hairstyle eh ! Overdue already lah, start cutting. Continue singing and have fun in tampinies ! Life's sound ! Cheers !

Daren, Still playing hockey ? Long time since we talked and played sports already. Miss those pe lessons man. Have a enjoyable time in republic poly ! Life's sporty ! Cheers !

Emily, Irritating girl ! Talk and talk and talk, everytime talking! Better start studying and dun retain okay ! Oh, you should stop eating and start going on a diet ! Life's irritating ! Cheers !

Because i just realise i have typing for over an hour, i shall stop going on about the people. Random one's will do.

Sinhui, stop falling sick idiot ! ;D
Jiahao, shooting club ! Shoot for legacy ;D
Bifang, oh middle finger partner. How do you do _|_ ;D
Bethany, the super pangseh people in sr go poly. Study hard ! ;D
Hweeteng, How's life in poly ar ! Long time no seeee ! ;D
Guohao, bian tai xiong di ! ha ;D
Regionald, maths pro, got a long link between you. Shout more ! ;D
Aaron, look on the bright side of life dude ! ;D
Ernest, start studying you lucky bastard ! ;D

+ more and more but i'm too lazy. sorry !


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yx: i think the ad was i shall not sing praises of him neither will i talk about how great when he was alive because many ppl has done so. haha i like the ad also cheers:)
Shannon, haha yea ! that was it but the ad was reported in the newspaper. Plagarism i think. So screwed up
Andy: haha u sure nvm 080992
Shannon, Yes yess put up soon! ;D
yanheng: lols. you dont anyhow. is your want put de leh. ROAR! HAHA
Shannon, talk cock. You keep emphasing me to put the roar sound lah idiot !
GINA: Wth. Do you have to describe your sister until like this? ' super tall white sister gina ****,'
Shannon, hahaa, about there lah. That's the first thing i thought in my mind, tall and white ! Anyway i bujiu already okay !
zhiwei: LOL, u said you are 16 this year =D
Shannon, LOL lazy to change lah, update soon ;D
wan ting: waaaaaaa ! u good la, didn reply me. ROARRRRRR!
Shannon, and at first i thought u din reply your msg ! haha, i got reply your tag lah ! but i think its tooo way way way way way way down ;D

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